diyulous

Life has truly been put into perspective for me. I went back on Wattpad after free days to see 163 notifs. That doesn’t seem like much but for me, that’s amazing. Thank you all so very much. 
          	
          	Lots of love, 
          	
          	Diyulous

diyulous

Life has truly been put into perspective for me. I went back on Wattpad after free days to see 163 notifs. That doesn’t seem like much but for me, that’s amazing. Thank you all so very much. 
          
          Lots of love, 
          
          Diyulous

diyulous

this message may be offensive 
I haven’t posted a conversation in three years so consider this super important. When I was around 14 I started writing books on here semi-seriously and it took me 3-4 years to finish my first book and some books from that time still remain unfinished but that’s not what I want to share. 
          
          A majority of my characters were 18 for most of the storyline in their books and this is important because turning 14 was the start of my downward spiral into depression. I wrote about my characters and made a lot of them 18 thinking I would never get to that age because I was passively suicidal. It made me slightly emotional today realising that my characters and I are now the same age and now instead of guessing what 18-year-olds do, I can experience being 18 with my own two eyes because it does get better. 
          
          I still struggle, I’m at university hours away from home and I’m not too homesick but I do miss my friends and I have gone back to being what I was, the quiet girl who struggles to make friends here - I only found my people after a long 7 years at secondary and sixth form.  I still have bad mental health days. I still struggle with a host of physical health issues that stem from bad decisions I made when I was struggling with depression and it hurts me to know that I did this to myself sometimes but I know I can push through this shit and that I will get better physically as well, seeing that I find the motivation. 
          
          I know I can eventually put myself in the shoes of 21-year-old characters and the 25-year-olds and so on and so forth. 
          
          Here’s to getting better

diyulous

@Itssokayy thank you queen
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Itssokayy

@diyulous you're a great writer.
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diyulous

Sometimes I fumble so ridiculously with names in my books. Like the names are all cute but I don’t think further than oh they’re cute and they match. Coincidentally this is relating to triplet names. In my book Bad Luck Betty, KC, had two twin brothers whose names I cannot remember rn but originally one of them I named Casey. KC… Casey… how did I manage to pull that one off. In this new book I’m working on, I have another set of triplets and the main characters name originally started with K as in Kassidy. I made her two brothers name match with hers, naturally. There’s three of them. Their names all start with K. 3K’s. I am so stupid sometimes but I’m glad I caught it. Yes I’m obsessed with twins leave me be.

diyulous

can someone please please please help me, I was reading this book called sold to the gang leader it had like a sunset cover and a guy called jack and a guy called Donald and a guy called Killian and a guy called Kaleb and a guy called Kian and a girl called Cleo and I can’t find it and I need to find it it’s important

diyulous

yeah, thanks
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IdeasHD

@diyulous have u found it now
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