I’ve been thinking of discontinuing all my CH books for a while now, since I am slowly starting to like other fandoms and I have no motivation.
Also had many problems and my mental heath is draining like nonstop. I often get judged by others because of how different I am and I feel being bullied everyday, I struggle with many situations and ending my existence thoughts, time goes so slow for me that it feels like I haven’t posted anything since years.
I want to focus more on my health and I also realised that writing my books feels more like a job instead of a hobby where I can stop whenever I want and I enjoy it, my head forces me to finish a oneshot/chapter anytime I want to feel rested and imagine that with studying combined, it’s a living hell.
But that doesn’t mean I won’t be active or post my silly drawings, I love talking to y’all and show my doodles to everyone <3
maybe i’ll come back to writing when i’m ready to or when i’m on vacations, since I want to be able to finish everything and have the satisfaction of finally ending my whole story.
I want to thank you all for supporting me and my books, I feel a wave of joy every time I see the progress and the support, thank you so much <3
(Waits patiently for a person to follow me, I can’t wait to hit 50 followers and maybe do a special for it)
Love you all!!
-Fearno <33