ginnysslvt

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Yk, depression and anxiety and overthrowing might be really bad and it might make me want to go take a swan dive off the roof and hope for a happy life next time where I'm okay and not nerodivergent and stupid BUT ATLEAST they aren't fucking fake losers and they haven't left my side since we first met <3

ginnysslvt

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Yk, depression and anxiety and overthrowing might be really bad and it might make me want to go take a swan dive off the roof and hope for a happy life next time where I'm okay and not nerodivergent and stupid BUT ATLEAST they aren't fucking fake losers and they haven't left my side since we first met <3

ginnysslvt

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          Hello my loves,
          
          I will not be able to post as much as I would like to for the next month because I have finals coming up and they are really stressing me out. So Sorry </3

_pls_leave_me_alone_

good luck with your finals! 
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ginnysslvt

guys.. who told wattpad abt me...
          
          "A concerned community member has contacted us about your post. We are concerned about your safety and would like to provide you with helpful resources if you are having difficulties. Have you spoken with friends, family or other trusted companions about what you are experiencing? During difficult times, it can be helpful to talk to someone mature and trustworthy, as they may be able to provide the emotional support you need." 
          
          erm, thank you wattpad for caring more that my parents ig-

ginnysslvt

GUYS! BE HONEST WITH ME, would you read this.
          
          
          ---- Nicole runs away. Away from everyone. She runs and runs until she falls. She falls into the ocean, but she suddenly can't swim, so she gives up. She's tired, of everything. Of everyone. Maybe it was time to pay good ol' Hades a visit? After years of fighting, she finally gives up because what child wants to fight to live? Fight to be seen? Fight to be shown a grain of love? To be seen as a human? To be seen as a child, not a failed masterpiece? To be seen as a child, not an object of abuse? To finally stop being an angel, and finally become a god? 
          
          So, with no will to breathe the air, to walk the earth, to read the books, to love, Nicole is falling.
          
          She's falling into the ocean, she's falling apart, she falling and she doesn't want to get up. Maybe she does? Maybe she's not trying hard enough? Maybe she can't? Maybe someone-
          
          Nicole is drowning. Drowning in her own life, drowning in her own blood, drowning in her flames. She's drowning like her brother. She's falling like Icarus.
          
          Nicole might be dying, yet, but she's still shining brighter than any star, well, at least in Dior's eyes. ----
          
          no im not projecting (im a liar.) i swear

e_fairgrieve

@ginnysslvt  thanks love, you’re better tho ❤️
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ginnysslvt

BRO MY DIOR GOODJOHN FANFIC LITERALLY GOT DELETED I CANT ANYMORE I WANNA KMS :(

ginnysslvt

@Kearsyn3 if you are, then I have made my new fanfic super angsty so yeah.
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Kkogia297

:) I guess we’ll never know ‍♀️
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ginnysslvt

@Kearsyn3 no dont be sorry its not ur fault (or is it...?)
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