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just publishing my drafts n all

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i actually now just have like- 2 days on here now,,
          uh- so uhm. I'll kinda publish most of what i didn't finish, n stuff
          but i will work on my works either way!
          I just,, yeah
          
          
          most of my works will be updated now, sooner or maybe a bit later

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(small-ish vent??? just some song lyrics of "Keep on Smiling" by evidentlyfresh!   and by it being a vent(?) it's just cuz i relate to Kel- a bit too much you can say,,)
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          "well hello there! 
          oh how are you? 
          why im doing fine and dandy
          thank you for asking! 
          do you live here? 
          oh me too! 
          why dont you take my hand and forget all your troubles for now. 
          well hello there!
          do you wanna play?
          theres so many places to explore here it feels like heaven
          my cheeks are tried when i smile
          it feels like i could stay forever do you agree?
          but i feel something else
          even like i cannot breath
          what is this feeling?
          why do i feel so helpless
          as i now look around
          my world starts to shake
          and i have to stand my guard 
          for those who really need me.
          I guess that is my fault
          That I've fallen in this empty pit
          In my stomach, in my stomach
          Think that I've lost control
          Over what i can smile about
          It pains me so, no one can know.
          But i cannot give up!
          In the hopes that we can always
          Start again, start again
          Can you please open the door?
          I promise that it will be
          Just like old times, friend...
          well hello there
          oh how am I?
          I'm doing alright
          I am doing fine
          please just stop asking.
          do you still live here?
          oh you do.
          well let's get a move on
          make the most before you move
          Well hello there
          It's been a while
          I know that we haven't talked much lately
          Why are you being so hostile?
          I want to make amends
          I wanna change
          I wanna show you that we can
          Be friends again.
          I'm just like all of you!
          Feel all the pain like you
          I can control it but you know
          I do not want to.
          I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY
          WANNA FIGHT UNTIL I DIE
          BUT I HAVE TO SWALLOW IT DOWN AND
          KEEP ON SMILING
          Can't take it, it's too much!
          The pain that I have hidden away
          Hide it away!
          My world now crumbles down
          As soon as everything is okay
          EVERYTHING IS OKAY
          My smile starts to fade
          My tear soaked cheeks are tired out
          And i cannot keep on
          My joyfullness is pain
          My pretty sorrows are not
          worth anymore, worth anymore
          Tell me why you left!
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this message may be offensive
this song has been my emo song or smth like that
            i rlly like this song nonetheless tho !! like the other OMORI fansongs !!!
            pls pls pls !!!! go check out the omori fansongs !!!
            they are fucking awesome honestly !!!!!!!!
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            Tell me why you left us wondering
            "Why did she do it?"
            Why did you keep it from us?
            Why did you keep it from
            The ones who loved you?
            WHY DID YOU DO IT?
            Can we move on from this?
            Finally will have to admit that I am
            Wrong for hoping
            Bad habits still hold on
            Like a rope that's tied too tight on me
            WHY CANT I STOP SMILING"
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"my diary" has been updated, and just for you all know to get the short gist of it;
          
          i'll be leaving, but not for anything serious !! I am using a school computer to get access here, and stay for as long as i can(4 more days of school are left). Just know i'll always come back here, and do stuff like i normally do !!
          
          Love you all/p !!
          and remember!;           *YOU* are loved, and if not then you are liked. *YOU* deserve the world, and if not then you deserve something that was made for you. *YOU* are awesome! *YOU* are wonderful, creative, smart, talented, and perfect!