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Each and everyday he called her phone. Each and everyday, he listened to her voice. He didn’t care if the phone rang in the same room as him. All the pain he was causing himself, he didn’t care. He just wanted to listen to her voice. Her beautiful... beautiful voice. 
          The girl he was calling was dead. Has been for over a year now. He always blamed himself for it.. her death. But fuck, he missed her so much. So, so much.
          He sat there, on his bed, and dialed her number. He put his phone on speaker and listened as the phone rang in the same room, in a box locked away. He closed his eyes, pressing his phone against his lips as a tear rolled down his cheek. 
          “Hey, I’m not at the phone right now. You know what to do.”
          He started sobbing uncontrollably, speaking into the phone. “Baby... I miss you so much... I’m so sorry...”