namelessbingus

Note: hello people of Wattpad that is reading this wall.
How many times did I say that I do not ship the people in my books? I even put it on the FIRST chapter of the book, just for you to read it.

Sure, I get it. They have the same name and all of the things that relate to them(not really)
But no, it's not technically them.
The thing here is, I indeed find it disgusting when I imagined myself using the REAL people in the fanfictions. 

In all honesty, I prefer the readers and me specifically, to imagine the characters are non-existent //imaginary// and made-up identities created in our heads. Not real people, and definitely not "THEM".
Just not-real personalities with the persona(fake) name,
Fake heights, additional attitude added to them, exaggerated features, made-up stories, and roleplay.

I know the people that are against this will say a lot of things and whatever it is. Whatever I say in my judgment, I will end up out of tune and hypocritical. This is understandable because I still made it either way and that is my fault to take.

But please refrain from commenting about it in the comments without my side of the view. It's better that way, for both of us.

At last, I have decided that I'm not interested in the fandom more than I used to anymore, meaning I'm not continuing to write since I don't really "ship" them anymore(in which i wasnt to begin with). It ain't anyone's fault. It's just me and my decision.
It's also my last year of high school this year and writing/continuing the book is just weighing me down.

Maybe I will come back someday but I'm not sure about it.

I will still keep the book up for you guys but it isn't for me.
Once the guilt really swallows me whole, I will unpublish the book. The hard work through it is not worth it in the end.

I'm sorry for probably doing something wrong while I'm here, even though it's small, I'm sure I looked stupid.

Goodbye, and I hope you all take care of yourself.