mahima

IT'S TIME.
          
          an hour from now, i'm going to be publishing the description for my new story on my other account, @moonandbouquet. if you want to support me, please vote, comment, and add the story to your library and reading lists so you'll be able to follow the story if it suits your fancy.
          
          i'm excited. i'm excited about writing again. please, be excited with me. i'd like to see you there <3
          
          mahi

it's been a long, long time since i last updated any of you, and i'm sorry for that. this has been a long time coming, but i'm finally ready to share what has been plaguing my mind for the last year.
          
          after the first uk lockdown, i fell into a deep depression. my grades slipped, my friendships ripped apart, and sometimes, i couldn't bring myself to attend at all. i stopped writing and picked up art, but that was all that i had. i was suffocating.
          
          nowadays, i'm doing better. but this past year has given me a lot of reflection time. not all of it was positive, and a lot of it was amidst extremely dark, empty moments, but now that i'm past that, i can honestly say that i still want to share my writing. i've picked it up a little again, and i'm excited.
          
          but this account isn't a place for that.
          
          i considered leaving wattpad behind for good. after six years, i can't honestly say i'm satisfied with what i've gotten out of it. i'm privileged to have the thousands of reads and hundreds of votes, but it's tiresome when that number crawls up, yet i see stories from writers far less experienced than i soaring. while i'm grateful for the readers i garnered, and perhaps i sound ungrateful, but as a platform, wattpad has done nothing to help me. i'm tired. at one point, i was so tired i considered deleting my account and disappearing onto another platform. but i'm not. not entirely, at least.
          
          part of me is still tied to wattpad. i still want to share my stories with its readers. and thus, i've made a new account. i will be migrating there with all future works, while leaving the past ones here for the time being.
          
          i hope that this time is better. see you guys at @moonandbouquet
          
          --mahi

sending love your way ❤️

i'm opening commissions! if you've ever had ocs you want to bring to life in writing, or characters (of mine or otherwise) you would pay to see in x situation, then i am the person for you! i'll be doing drabbles and one-shot length pieces for low prices, as well as offering basic editing services for wattpad purposes if you need someone to look over or proofread a chapter!
          
          writing prices: 
          300 words: £2.50
          300+ words: 1p per word (1000 words = £10)
          editing: negotiable, dependent on length.
          
          all payments will be taken at https://ko-fi.com/paranatellon
          
          i'll also be opening graphic commissions! if you like my covers, banners, and aesthetics, then i'm also offering commissions on those three things, as well as multipacks:
          
          graphic prices:
          cover: £6.50
          banner: £4.50
          aesthetic: £8
          pack: £10*
          *price subject to change depending on contents of pack
          
          all payments will be taken at https://ko-fi.com/paranatellon
          
          if that's something you're interested in, reach out to me here, or on my instagram page (paranatellon_wp, and attached to my bio on here) and let me know what you want.
          
          if there's anything else within these realms you might be interested in, but i haven't explicitly offered, let me know and i'll get back to you on whether i can do it!
          
          i know not a lot of you have money, but for those that do, this is for you.
          
          x mahima

⁑ JULY UPDATES ⁑ 
          
          s t o r i e s ↴
          
          » the after-death • ongoing
          a dead girl finds herself in a world of angels, demons, and gods, all fighting for vengeance in a war they know nothing about. [paranormal /  fantasy / teen-fiction]
          
          » on the flipside • completed
          an aspiring musician and a punk artist save the world they know by saving themselves and each other. [teen-fiction / thriller]
          
          » devils and angels • completed
          a firecracker girl and a soft-hearted boy find themselves and each other in ways they'd never expect. [teen fiction]
          
          ⁑ ANNOUNCEMENTS ⁑ 
          
          p a r a n a t e l l o n ↴
          
          » opening commissions. check instagram, graphics shop, and next announcement for details. https://ko-fi.com/paranatellon
          
          » wattpad deleted my previous posts so i don't have any links (and i am pissed) but all black lives matter, trans rights are human rights, and amplify marginalised voices. please make a sustained effort to sign petitions and donate where you can! the fight isn't over. don't let it be over. 
          
          x mahima

OMFG IM CRYING IM SO SLOW TO WATTPAD UPDATES THERE'S A FRICKING DARK MODE HELP I CANT 

like i was clicking where the notifications thing used to be as yOU KNOW i wanted to see the notifications BUT THEN IT TOOK ME LIKE 2 MINUTES to realise i was clicking on my drafts 

EW WHAT IS THIS UPDATE ITS STRANGE TBH 

sneaky bonus update for THE AFTER-DEATH if angels, demons, gods, and an afterlife-inspired / urban fantasy vibe is what you're into. make sure to check it out here if you're following:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/891728324-the-after-death-v-liars-burn-in-abyssus
          
          x mahima

@xoxsxox13 ah thank you! i really hope you enjoy (: