currently here: Zach

Why world. 
          Why do I recently feel bad in my stomach after eating chocolate.

I hate it when my social reservoir is filled too much and I just feel attacked, cornered and so so tired and locked up. I wish I could just turn everything off rn. The sounds, the lights, what I feel and sense-

short update – me being hell of a procrastinator again.
          Means:
          Do not expect any forms, enters for rpgs/whatever until 17th of may.
          School is just grrrr rn. 
          
          I will probably continue to update the death and the dreaming depending on my mood and sanity.

Your bio :000 
          
          
          (No bc it's vv much you and actually I think it's really cool too!!)

After what happened to a closed species ystd I’m taking a break for a few days. I’m still shaking and nervous, still in panic mode lunging at every even slightly bad comment. /neg
          
          Knowing this platform barely uses tone tags, I would just cause drama not needed here. /srs

<3

IMPORTANT!
          first off, I want to change something about the way I reply to people.
          As this is my second account for all the emotional stuff, the following things will change:
          - I will answer to comments when I feel like it, and not, when I am online the next time. This caused me to have quite some pressure from time to time, so I hope this will make me feeling better. 
          If you have to wait for a reply and saw I was online in the mean time, please have patience, I will answer [or ping me if it has been days]. 
          - I’ll also try answering all announcements of people I follow. This won’t happen immediately as I’ll need to get used to doing so, but hopefully the percentage can grow consistently. 
          - I’ll start an extra book for all the really triggering stuff. I will tag it as adult content as it could get very- very toxic.
          Second, if you know any cool people who would deserve a new follower, let me know! I’ll check them out. ^^
          
          Last thing – I’m thinking about making some kind of emotion display in the bio so you can check how my mood is/was the last time I was online and know better when I can answer things.

Fourth day in a row with less than four hours sleep. I feel so so tired.

can we please normalise keeping in copyright laws and asking artists for permission- or at least credit them. 
          
          [in the past i haven’t been perfect at that topic as well, but since around two years, taking all that old stuff down and a lot more awareness I would consider myself a person not using stuff without the allowance.]

danke für's folgen <3