@xBekha_booksx
I guess this is my last post.
I'm not trying to be overdramatic about leaving just letting you all know, imma get some food and then I'm gonna delete the app.
Hope you all have an uneventful year where there's no virus apocalypse
Stay gay
Bye!
I'm probably gonna delete wattpad in a few days or something.
I haven't really been using ANY social media for quite a few months and honestly I just feel so much better when I don't use it, it feels really great.
I thought I'd just let you all know in advance before I just disappear.
@xBekha_booksx yeah I completely understand I need to do that to but I’m too much of an idiot to , my mental health and physical health and an absolute mess
@-Bubbly-Snowflake- yeah. I just feel like it would be better for my mental health if I stopped using my phone and social media as much
It feels like it's been so long since I posted anything on here.
Anyway just wanted to tell you all that I was rewatching The Next Step and found out that Brennan Clost (who played Daniel) is in a new dance teen drama called Tiny Pretty Things and it's actually amazing!
Like, I've just started watching and there's already tons of drama and a murder!
You all should watch it
@buuughead omg yes, fuck Alfie!! Also, like, I hated Daniel when I was younger but now he's like my favourite. Also he's so clearly gay and I can't believe he didn't have a gay romance on the show. He and Eldon should've been endgame
I am so not ready for this high stakes world where someone would want to be with me
SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO RELATIONSHIP
I MIGHT HAVE A MAYBE SORT OF BOYFRIEND I DONT KNOW AND I'M INCREDIBLY AWKWARD
SOMEONE HELP ME
@buuughead haha, I guess I am... I will definitely keep you updated!! (Oh and his name is Marc)
I feel genuinely good today. Like, I woke up at 6:00 instead of 3:00. I feel more energised and productive and not tired all the time and too depressed to do anything. I don't feel as anxious as I usually do. And overall I just feel quite happy which I don't really feel too often. I think... I might be having a good day.
@xBekha_booksx I’m really glad to hear that I need that can you pass some over to Australia
@ xBekha_booksx i'm so happy for you! You deserve all the happy days the world can give to you.
I can't believe everyone just kinda skipped past the fact that Betty and Jughead were like not even bothered that Bret threatened to release the sex tape
Like Jughead wasn't bothered by it but thought Betty would be but she wasn't either
They were just totally okay with people seeing their sex tape
@ xBekha_booksx i mean we also skipped past the fact that cheryl talked to her dead brothers body for more then a month so....
I ate raw chicken... I'm probably gonna get food poisoning... Goodbye guys... Nice knowing you all
Happiness comes from lies, denial, and fiction
The real world can't make you happy
@ xBekha_booksx awww that's so cute!!! You can't be dangerous with those eyes, I'm sorry babe...but no
You know the book our chemical hearts?
Henry always said there was Good Grace Days and Bad Grace Days...
I think I'm kinda like that. Like I just have these days when I'm just numb, or I just don't want to be here or I want to get rid of everyone and everything, and then some days when I feel decent enough to not be a complete bitch to everyone I see and at least try to be okay.
Today was a Bad Bekha Day
@xBekha_booksx that’s literally me too I just feel like I’m having all bad days and I’m sorry about that bekha...