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I just realized what today was. Earlier I was digging through bags looking for a makeup brush only to find my Linkin Park -fake- plugs that I thought I lost at the hospital. I go online for the first time today, plugs in ears, and the first thing I see reminds me that it's July 20th. Fucking irony. Has it really been a year? It seems like yesterday. It still feels like yesterday. Linkin Park was when I first felt love towards music as my brother played heavy rap and made me hate music; I played In The End on tap tap revolution on repeat when I was like 12-13.  Throughout the years they were always on my playlist for when I was down or angry. When Chester took his life a year ago today it felt like a piece of my childhood died. I obviously did not know him personally, but through his music that has helped me many times, I felt like I did on some level if that makes sense. It's the connection most of us feel towards certain bands. I had my neighbor comment when I was wearing a Linkin Park shirt a few months ago that he was 'always bound to kill himself'. This type of ignorance towards mental illness is part of the problem. Nobody is ever destined to kill themselves, even if we may feel like that most days. It can get better with a support system and overcoming obstacles within yourself. You're loved. You deserve to be happy and living a life you have a passion for. There will be bad days. REALLY bad days. But just breathe, it will pass. Nothing lasts forever. If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, I'm only a message away. 
          	 Stay Alive Frens |-/ ✊
          	RIP Chester Bennington #FuckDepression

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I just realized what today was. Earlier I was digging through bags looking for a makeup brush only to find my Linkin Park -fake- plugs that I thought I lost at the hospital. I go online for the first time today, plugs in ears, and the first thing I see reminds me that it's July 20th. Fucking irony. Has it really been a year? It seems like yesterday. It still feels like yesterday. Linkin Park was when I first felt love towards music as my brother played heavy rap and made me hate music; I played In The End on tap tap revolution on repeat when I was like 12-13.  Throughout the years they were always on my playlist for when I was down or angry. When Chester took his life a year ago today it felt like a piece of my childhood died. I obviously did not know him personally, but through his music that has helped me many times, I felt like I did on some level if that makes sense. It's the connection most of us feel towards certain bands. I had my neighbor comment when I was wearing a Linkin Park shirt a few months ago that he was 'always bound to kill himself'. This type of ignorance towards mental illness is part of the problem. Nobody is ever destined to kill themselves, even if we may feel like that most days. It can get better with a support system and overcoming obstacles within yourself. You're loved. You deserve to be happy and living a life you have a passion for. There will be bad days. REALLY bad days. But just breathe, it will pass. Nothing lasts forever. If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, I'm only a message away. 
           Stay Alive Frens |-/ ✊
          RIP Chester Bennington #FuckDepression

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BOOK RECOMMENDATION: Jackaby by William Ritter (31 Chapters that aren't too long). It has an EXTREMELY strong Sherlock vibe to it, but it also combines supernatural elements and old folklore creatures. I only just got it last night and I'm already on chapter 6. Check it out!

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Hey everyone! Since I was up all night, I replied to some comments and messages I had on here. I'm headed to the hospital for a bit, nothing serious, but if I'm late responding to any of you today that's why- Definitely not ignoring anyone. Be safe frens <^~^>

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~And I hope you're happy with yourself
          'Cause I'm not laughing
          Don't you think, it's kind of Crappy
          What you did this holiday
          When I gave you my heart
          You ripped it apart
          Like the wrapping paper trash
          So I wrote you a song
          Hope that you sing along
          And it goes Merry Christmas
          Kiss my ass
          
          So sick of calling
          You won't telephone me.
          No, fuck you girl, I'm going out
          I gave you my all
          But our love hit a wall
          Now, I'm jingle belling
          And everyone's yelling
          We'll drink 'til the bars shut us down
          Ain't that just what Christmas is all about?~ All Time Low: Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass
          (C'mon, I can't be the only one who waits all year to jam to this) (Literally that emo Christmas playlist) (You know the one)
          (P!ATD, FOB,MCR-)  (Merry Christmas everyone <3 )

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I played this a lot before Christmas
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BiG_TeaSucc_EneRGy

Im headed straight for the castle
          They've got ghe kingdom locked up,
          And there's an old man sitting on the
          throne thats saying i should probably keep my pretty mouth shut.....
          Straight for the castle~

BiG_TeaSucc_EneRGy

@SmolGucciNeko :) :) :)
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@SmolGucciNeko Yusssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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BiG_TeaSucc_EneRGy

All the kids cried out, Please STOP you're scaring me! I can't help this awful Energy, GoDamn right you should be scared of me! Who is in control?

BiG_TeaSucc_EneRGy

@SmolGucciNeko :3
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fake-happy-kid

OMFG YES
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