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monday, june 1, 2020

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louis partridge
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today 9:38 PM

i know we haven't been
keeping contact like we
used to before... everything,
but i'm leaving for nyc tmr
morning and i wanted to thank
u for being a great friend. i
hope that i didn't hurt u. we
haven't been able to get back
to the way we were before, so
u might need some time. u
have my number and u can
text me whenever u want.

today 10:42 PM

don't. i know that we willnever
go back to before i confessed to
you my feelings. and honestly, i
don't want to. i'm glad now that
i was able to tell you then than
waiting around for you and to
just hurt me more now. have a
safe flight, but we're not friends
anymore, so please don't text me.

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setting down my phone, i reach over the edge of my bed to pull out some stationary my mom gave me tears ago. i sigh as i click my favorite pen and begin penning a letter that i'll never send.

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┌─────── ───────┐

      louis,

            i'm mad at you, but i'm more mad at    
      myself for allowing myself to sit on the
      swings for a hour. i even told two tiny
      kids to come back later and i got yelled at
      by one of their parents. i can't believe that
      i let you control my feelings so much.
      that's even sadder.

            anyway, you were the first guy i ever                 
      genuinely liked. i thought you were so cute,
      so i wanted to be friends with you and get
      to know you better. i was colder than you
      than i wanted to, but i tried being off
      standish and mysterious. i failed. i was
      immediately taken by you; like a giant
      hopeless romantic.

               i knew you, but i didn't know you at
      the same time. you never shared that much
      with me. imagine my shock when i found
      out throughout social media that you were
      talking to other people, romantically, and
      not giving me a valid reason for ignoring
      me.

                looking back, the relationship was
      not good. it stemmed from me liking you
      and i was fine being friends with you even
      if you didn't like me. fortunately for me, i
      realized that i deserve the best. the best for
      me is a guy who will want to make long
      distance work no matter what.

     - adya

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"so, there's everything." i dryly laugh, "yeah, i had a sad year."

"wow. i'm, uh, speechless." naomi gapes at me.

"don't say that. i'm just glad that you're handling this so well."

i smile sadly, "i'm healing, taking it day by day, but i'm getting there."

"and i'm so proud of you."

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the end.