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david 📹:
can i rant to you a little bit?

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[name] ☕︎:
of course
what's up?

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david 📹:
i've been thinking a lot recently

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that's never good

david 📹:
h a h a
anyways, i've been thinking about something i've been fearing that would happen ever since i started youtube, or even when vine was still around

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okay

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my biggest fear is like
losing everything that i already have

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i'm scared to let go of this vine and swing over to the next one, which is youtube
i'm scared to let go of my strict uploading schedule to start something new
i think that's always really been my biggest flaw

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david 📹:
i mean it's not my BIGGEST flaw i have bigger flaws lmao
but it's like
i'm definitely scared of like taking on a new project and then fucking up the one i've been working on for so long
but i think that's what youtubers do a lot cause they go "i'm gonna start fucking doing this" and then they start doing it and that doesn't work and they can't go back to youtube
i'm just worried that if i ever wanted to change something about my channel and then fuck it up i won't be able to go back

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[name] ☕︎:
i understand what you're getting at here
but i think you're just overthinking things
if you really want start any new projects you just need to plan out what you're going to exactly do
and most importantly you need to have faith in yourself and confidence that this project will turn out good
worrying about messing up all the time and not being totally on board with your project can and will screw things up

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[name] ☕︎:
and for whatever project you do decide to make i'm sure that your loyal fans will love it and cheer you on and be your encouragement to continue with it
plus you're EXTREMELY creative, i'm sure whatever project you decide to do will be great

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david 📹:
maybe you're right
thank you, i needed this talk

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np
i'm always here for you, dave

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david 📹:
thanks for being one of the only people to stop me from falling into a deep depression lol :)

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