Always

Chapter Fifteen

Andrea's POV

Finally we have alone time, we now were in a private room. I pulled Erica over and shut the door and gave us a feet distance so that we could have a talk. Just now when we embraced I could feel her excitement because I could feel her heartbeat same pace as mine I was worry she would pass out because of her heart condition. But, thanks god, right now she still right in front of me. I sighed in relief.

"Hey" I smiled oh what the fuck I was doing. However Erica still remain the same position like a statue and seems like in her little own world. Did I freak her out just now? What am I supposed to do? Oh come on. I tried to break the silence again "Erica?" she looks like the porcelain doll finally blinked her eyes after snapped by me. She seems like finally awake from her dream. Her face turned a little pink and chuckled shyly "Hey." Damn she still that cute and soft.

Suddenly I felt sad when back to reality about her heart condition I tried to bring out the topic. For not being awkward I smirked "You haven't call me or find me after you left." her face full of guilt and mumble "I'm sorry, I was busy." Why? Why she still need to hide this from me. I getting furious. I feel mad that why she still so selfless.

"Why?! Why did you hide this from me?!" she flinched Fuck! i might be scared her now I feel like want to hug her I feel bad to scare her because I just lost my control I continued "Eddie had told me everything. He told me that you have heart disease." Damn that was fucking torturing me to say it right in front of her. I chew my inner lips and tried not to cry in front of her, she need me and I must be strong for her.

"So what if I told you! I'm dying! I have to wait a heart donor. But not everyone have time to wait Andrea." she cried and continue "I can't be selfish to keep you stay with your dying girlfriend." she sniffed. I was heartbroken to see her like that. I cupped her face and planted a long kiss to her. Then she returned her kiss, and I realize I was crying too. I could taste both of our salty tears.

I pulled away from her and saw her eyes full of tears. I wiped off her tears with my thumbs and smiled "What did I told you, I won't leave you no matter what will happen between us." Yes that's it I wont let you go away again, Erica i thought. Then she looked at me and smiled she still that gorgeous even if she was crying. I held her face and I wanted her to know that I won't let her leave me again.

"Yes, you may die. I just want to spend the rest of your life with you. Let me stay with you please." she looked away and I pleaded her again "Please" she nodded her head. I feel great she finally agreed. I wrapped my arms around her and said "I love you." I kissed top of her head and she rest her head on my shoulder and sobbed "I love you too, I'm sorry." again why she put blame to herself "Don't be, baby." I reassured her and I could feel she smiled. Finally we are back together and I swear I won't let her leave me again.

After our talked we decided back to my studio, and ready to cancel her hotel the next day. Once we backed to my studio, both of us just sit at the love seat and cuddling each other in sitting pose. We right now just wanted to enjoy our precious moment.

My back leaned against the love seat arm while Erica sit on my lap and snaked one of her arm around my neck. Suddenly she used her thumb and index finger picked up a thong and she laughed "I think this definitely not yours right?" fuck that stupid chick left her thong at my place perhaps she was too mad.

I felt my blood rush to my neck and then my face "That was past tense." I mumbled she giggled "Since when?" I mumbled again "The day before yesterday." I smacked my forehead that was fucking awkward. She held my hands "Hey it was okay, like you said that was past tense." she smiled

"You won't get disappointed?" I asked she shook her head "I'm lying If i told you I didn't feel upset, but I have no right to upset what you have done before we met. I have left you for 4 years."

I blurted "I'm sorry." she shook her head "You shouldn't apologize about that. I'll insane if 4 years never have sex." my eyes widened "You did have sex or hook up with the others?" she blushed "Yes, but only one to two times. After that I usually masturbate."

I chuckled "Did they great in bed?" she snorted "No, that's why I rather masturbate. They are boring."

I laughed exaggerated "So, you only love to have sex with me?" I wiggled my eyebrows "Shut up! Can we dropped it?" she groaned and I pecked her lips "It's okay YOLO." I reassured her. She adjusted her seating position and slide down, so she could rest her head on my chest and one of her palm held my shoulder "I love to hear your heartbeat." I chuckled "I love yours too."

A/N: Warning SMUT scene begin.

After a moment of silent, Erica seems enjoy to listen my heartbeat, she slowly moved her palm from my shoulder down to my left breast and rest her palm awhile then she squeeze my left breast sensually she chuckled "Your heart beat is getting fast." I gulped "Y-you are teasing me" she giggled then her palm which on my left breast slowly slide down the hems of my clothes. Her palm disappeared underneath my clothes and started caressed my abdomen cause me shiver down my spine. She slowly glide her palms to my breast again. I hitched when I felt her fingers moved underneath my bra and started teasing my nipple. She giggled "I miss it so much." That's it I can't handle her tease anymore.

I held her face and attacked her with my kiss hungrily. I nibbled her bottom lips and pulled then shoved my tongue into her mouth and both of us fighting for dominant. Both of us moaned together and I mumbled "You make me fucking wet now." she giggled and mumbled "Let's get wet together then." both of us chuckled because we remembered her jokes.

This time we want to make love and not just have sex. So, we still teasing each other. I slide my hands underneath her clothes from her back to feel her smooth skin. She was mirrored the same motion.

Slowly we pulled away and took off our jacket. I pushed her to a wall and her back hit at the wall lightly. Then I teasingly slide from the hem of her clothes and she raised her arms for me to easy to pull the clothes over her head. Once I threw her clothes aside, My hands pined her arms over her head and I my lips moved from her lips to her jaw, then moved to her neck and nibbled and sucked her neck caused her moaned softly.

Then she wiggled to free her hands and shoved me away lightly. She quickly pulled my shirt over my head. Both of us unclasped our bras and threw aside. Then she jumped onto me in colar bear styled and I carried her and threw her on the bed. I climbed up and hovered over her.

Her hands started roaming my bare chest and I started teasing her breasts. I kissed, bit and pulled her nipple lightly caused she moaned and gripped my breasts.

Then both of us quickly took off and kicked off our jeans away from our bed. Erica pushed me caused me in sitting position then she sit on my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck and her leg wrap around my torso. She teasingly slighted her hand into my panties and started rubbed my clits cause me moaned and I did the same to tease Erica too. I felt in between my thighs have fire. For no wasting time I shredded off Erica's panties and I shoved my fingers into her pussy. I hitched and realize Erica shoving her fingers into my pussy too.

Both of us were moaning, panting and our breasts were brushing. Erica's move her hips to grind on my fingers and I increased my pace to shove her pussy too. She did the same on my pussy. This position was fucking amazing. "Andrea... Ohhhh... I'm coming..." she moaned softly and I breathed out and moaned "Erica..." Erica shoved her head backward while I nibbled and sucked her neck and both of us moaned in ecstasy. Finally we cum and Erica's juice was pooled on my thigh while mine pooled on my bed. We pulled out our fingers and licked them. Then we smashed our lips to savour our taste.

Erica rested her head on my shoulder and breathed out. "Finally, I can have a great sex." I chuckled "The most fantastic sex of the night." Both of us still panting and sweating after our 'make love' I cupped her face and pecked her lips "I love you princess." she smiled "I love you too, babe." We kissed passionately and both of us lay on our bed and snuggled together.

A/N: So, does the SMUT style weird? LMAO