Invisible_Recluse

If anyone asks me: "how's life" I answer life is "Good" or "okay"
          	But deep down I just feel meh about it.
          	It's like there's this invisible black hole sucking all the joy in the world tbh :(
          	Meh...

Invisible_Recluse

Hey again, guys!
          I know a lot of people won't read this but I still want to put it out there.
          Today I realized that the poems I wrote in
          A Xsanterians Poems aren't just about a blossoming flower or some guy thirsting for wealth or about some heartbroken girl
          They were about me
          About my true feelings
          They were true
          I've been slowly dying inside
          Drowning myself in my own crazy, dark world and I was too blind to see what I was doing to myself
          I kept telling myself that I was fine when I wasn't
          I kept letting my pain get the best of
          But what was really hurting was that I wasn't being true to myself, I wasn't being honest to myself
          I kept burying my emotions and feelings deep inside my heart hoping that someday they'd just fade away but buried feelings and emotions don't fade, they'll eat you up if you don't let them out.
          It took one special person to open my eyes to see all this, so thank you, tion (not his actual name tho) for showing me the colors of life, for showing me that it's not all black and white, it's all the colors of the rainbow.
          You might not see this but, you really are someone special ❤️
          
          Fortunately and Unfortunately 
          A Xsanterians Poems has come to it's final chapter and it has now been retitled as
          My Blooming Soul
          A new book about quotes is soon to come out and I hope you all will love it!
          This is Invisible_Recluse, signing off now.
          Hugs And Love! ❤️

Invisible_Recluse

@PrincexEmeraldCity Thank you
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lukefan63

@Invisible_Recluse good work
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Invisible_Recluse

Hey Guys, just wanted to let y'all know I won't be updating any books because I have to prepare for exams.
          I might come online from time to time to check up on a few friends on here and maybe some books I'm following.
          I just wanted to let you guys know so no one gets worried.
          (Even though I know no one cares for me here anyway)
          
          But anyway, bye guys I love y'all!!❤️❤️❤️
          Kisses, muuaahh❤️❤️