TuesdaysLeftovers
hey dimes, i wanted to give a little bit of an update on where i've been and stuff. i first want to deeply apologize for literally disappearing for so long. school has been really taking a toll on me, and ever since college started for me almost two years ago now, the workload has been getting progressively larger and larger. i barely had time to really do anything this past semester, hence the lack of updates on spidey sense :(. not only that, my mental health has also been sort of progressively getting worse so that's fun. i feel really bad that i haven't been that active. i don't really check wattpad as often as i used to and i haven't posted a chapter literally since last year. i'm so sorry guys :( spidey sense has been a large project and i definitely anticipated me taking a long break on it. i literally started planning it in my last year of high school and now I'm about to go into my third year of college (wtf). i hate admitting the fact that i've kind of lost motivation writing it because of how long it is, but god, i really wish i had the will to finish it because i'm so close. it might have been foolish of me to take on such a large project without knowing if i'd be able to finish it. i will promise you though that i will finish it some day. i just don't know when it is. i really wish i could go back to writing like i used to. i used to update every single day. like i would stay up late on a school night every day just to write. i literally finished like seven books within seven months which is actual insanity. i used to get so mad at myself if i missed a single day, but now i missed like eight months. yikes. another factor as to why i haven't been writing would probably be because in my real life, i have a lot of other large projects going on. i haven't really been prioritizing writing on here because i feel like it won't really affect me on things that really matter to me in life. (continued below)
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@TuesdaysLeftovers it's alright, take your time :)), take a rest or a break whenever you need! we'll be waiting for you! sending hugs :DD
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TuesdaysLeftovers
i've grown up on here in the sense that at the beginning when i started this account i was a completely different person. i had a lot of aspirations and dreams, and i had the choice to do things that don't really matter. but now that i'm older and in a more advanced stage of my life, i realized that i really need to focus on things that would have a chance at changing my future and how i live because unfortunately i'm not a kid anymore. i'm on break right now before i start my third year of college in august and one of the things that i told myself i wanted to do was return back here and start writing again. i want to relearn why i loved writing so much a few years ago and why it meant so much to me. i may update spidey sense or maybe start a new book or something, but whatever it is, i can't wait to do it. sorry if this seems rambly or disorganized. it definitely sounds that way reading it lol but i just have a lot on my mind. thanks for reading! -nickel
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