ENTRY 73

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There are such things that is better unfold.

Secrets that must never been told.

Reality that is killing us all.

Make humanity fall.

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I smile sweetly when my mother enter my room holding a tray of food. It's December 24, 11:56 pm 4 minutes to go it's Christmas Day.

"Ma you don't have to bring my foods here, I can go outside whenever I want to eat. " I said then get the tray.

" Just eat little girl, alam kong hindi ka nanaman lalabas gaya nang mga nakaraang pasko. I know how stress you are whenever your aunties and your uncles insult you. " she reply as she kiss my forehead.

" Ma hindi nako little girl, I'm already 22 years old. Isa pa, okay lang naman they are just telling the truth. " Saad ko't napadako ang tingin ko sa mga paa ko.

" Okay, just eat. Lumabas ka kapag gusto mong makisama roon. " the she walk out of my room.

I am disabled, noong teenager ako muntik na akong magahasa nang isang lalaki, until now I don't have any idea who is he. He paddled my legs and crack my feet for me not to escape. Nakakatawang isipin na nakatakas siya nang mabilisan na para bang kabisado niya ang mansion namin that's full of body guards.

" Until now you want to revenge and know the truth right?" he said.

" Andyan ka nanaman, kapag talaga nakita ka nila mama yari ako. " sagot ko rito at ngumiti bago kumain.

" Psh alam mong hindi mangyayare yan. " saad nito't pagak na natawa. Yeah it would never happen, ako lang ang nakakakita sa kaniya. That's weird but in him I found peace, friend and a shoulder to lean on. Siya ang tumulong saken para makapag move on sa pangyayareng 'yon but still I want to know that man.

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Perfect T I M I N G is—

the most fatal W E A P O N.

"Stop it! you l-little evil. Itigil mo a-ang kahibangan mo!" finally my auntie shouted at me, trying to be brave enough and so I face her.

" What? me? little evil? and so you are." saad ko't ngumiti nang nakakaloko habang nag lalakad ako patungo sa kaniya.

I don't know what exactly happen but when the clock struck 12 midnight, as the Christmas day came I lost my control. He told me my father or let's say father-in-law is the one who tried to rape me and my mother is aware of that shit!

I smile as I look around. Blood, organs and their body parts is everywhere. I turn my gaze to my auntie who look terrified while her eyes were pleasing.

"Auntie, kayo ang may gawa sakin nito." saad ko at dinampot ang matang nakalabas sa eye socket ni papa. Ugghh this tastes sweet and it's, it's fucking chewable so I get all of their eyes and put it in the bowl.

" Demonyo ka! Sisiguraduhin kong mabubulok ka sa kulungan! " she shouted then grab her phone then suddenly her hands were tied up.

"Am I late my little queen?" he said. Then smile sweetly, now my auntie is crying in pain.

" Not so much, please stop putting little whenever you guys are calling me. Hindi naman ako pandak psh. Btw thanks for healing my legs. " I said then kissed him in front of my auntie or let's say my biological mother.

He deepened the kiss, I pass the eyeball to him then break our kisses. I sit beside my father's corpse then peel him slowly.

" Luciea, bakit ba nag kaganito ka." mahinang bulong ng tunay kong ina.

" Kasalanan mo to ma." saad ko habang hinihiwa nang dahan dahan ang tyan ng peke kong ama. Biglang lumabas ang maraming dugo, kitang kita ko ang laman loob nito dahilan upang ako'y manabik. Kinain ko ito nang walang alinlangan habang kakikitaan ng pandidiri ang ina ko.

Mula sa lugar ko, kita ko kung paano higupin ni Marcus ang dugo nang lahat ng naririto. He told me he's a vampire but I doubt that, wala naman siyang pangil psh gago talaga.

Nang matapos ako sa ama ko, pinag patuloy ko nalamang ang pag kain ng mata at durog na utak habang naka-upo sa tabi ng mama ko.

"Ma, bakit mo ako iniwan sakanila?" malungkot kong tanong at sinubuan siya ng mata, ngunit niluwa niya lamang ito kaya binanlawan ko ng dugo na pakalat kalat lang at isinubo.

"Kailangan kong gawin yon." saad nito ngunit alam kong may malalim pa siyang dahilan.

" Hindi ba kapatid ng tatay ni Marcus ang ama ko?" saad ko na ikinagulat niya. Marahan itong tumango at pumikit habang umiiyak, I hate dramas.

" Nakipag kasundo ako sa demonyo kapalit ng marangyang buhay, ang kapalit gusto niyang bigyan ko siya ng anak. The next day, natagpuan ako ng daddy mo--"

" You mean that fucking bastard who tried to rape me? " I said then pointed the corpse of my step father.

" Y-yes, natagpuan nila ako sa isang park. Walang damit, duguan at bakas ang pambababoy nila! " galit na sigaw nito.

" And that explains why you hated me." I said then slit her throat.

" Do you really need to do that when you already know the truth? " he ask.

" Yeah, I just want her to commit her sin. " I said then start to eat my mother.

" Merry Christmas Lucy. " He said then eat beside me.

"Merry Christmas." I said then smiles.

The closure that we wanted, is the thing that will kill you.

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