Super star

Part 44

Rain drops trickled down the window of my tour bus.
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I stared blankly out of the window. I guess that's the best way to sum up how I'd been feeling. Just blank. Except maybe some regret and pain but I had blocked that out a while ago.
The aftermath of the mess Adrian and I had created was in the back of my head. For weeks after that I tried to find her,apologize to her. But she never answered when I called or answered any of my texts and for the short couple of days when my tour hit L.A she was never home and I found out Adrian never went back to California. She went to Vermont.
"What?! Vermont?!" I said shocked
"It was what she needed Justin." Scooter said back
"Why didn't I know about this?"
"She didn't want you to know until after she got settled and there was time between you guys."
"That's so far Scooter,I need to talk to her." I whispered
"I know but it's what's best for right now."

it had been a five months......
I had even met somebody new. As did Adrian...
Selena is great...she beautiful inside and out and she cares about me and she is just fantastic but...it wasn't the same.
A little while after Selena and I started getting together Harry Styles and Adrian made front news headlines when they posed together outside of club. After that they had been popping up everywhere. I've seen pictures of them online in Vermont and in L.A. I've tried not care and tell myself she had ever right to be with whomever she wanted but I still felt a pang of jealous everything a new article popped about them.
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Truth be told I wasn't dealing with it, I was carrying it around. But how could you deal with something you help cause? I hurt the one person I truly loved, I caused her to ran away from her home,her friends and

.....me.