Chapter 53

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Maddies POV
"Nicole?" I asked. It was 5:30 am and I still haven't fell asleep. I can't sleep. She didn't respond. I sighed and layed there trying too sleep. Everytime my eyes closed another part of my body hurt. I can't wait until I get cured or don't, I'm just sick of this pain.
-1 hour later-
I Didn't get any sleep, at all, and my flight leaves at 7:30, it's 6:00 now. "Maddie are plane leaves soon" she said sitting up. "I know, I got no sleep at all last night" I said standing up. She sighed and went too the bathroom. I changed into my Adidas pants and a sweatshirt. I slipped on my Nike sandal things and put my hair in a messy bun. I don't really care about my appearance, i just want too feel better. I put my bag on my bed and sat down waiting for nicole. My phone buzzed
A test from "the wizard of has" popped up in the group chat.
H-maddie, you awake?
M-I've been awake since I saw you last:/
H-you should have texted me! I would have come and hung out!!
M-nah, it'd fine, I'm used too it
H-okay well when your done come over here! I wanna see you before you go.
M-okay, love ya.
H-ehhh same too you.
-end of convo-
I laughed lightly at him. Nicole finally walked out and got her bag together and we headed too the boys room. I walked in without knocking. I dragged my bag beside the chair and fell into it. "Same old maddie, aye?" Taylor said sitting up on his arm. "I'm no different, just feel like shit 24/7" I said shrugging and laughing a little. "I'm suprised YALL are awake, damn, yall usually sleep until 1:00pm" nicole said plopping down beside shane. "Uhmmmm nooo! This is my bed! Not yours!" Shane said pushing her off. I sighed and put my hands in my head. My head was throbbing, it's making me go crazy. I picked up my bag and pulled out the asprin and took two. "It's not gonna help..." Nicole said sympethically. I sighed and looked down at my feet. "I'm so tired, I could probably sleep through all of you yelling" I said climbing on the bed next too matthew. "I can't believe you didn't sleep last night" hayes said taking a seat in the chair I was in. "Yeah I haven't slept the past two nights. I said squeezing my eyes and rubbing my temples. "Try too take a nap" Connor suggested. "I can't, and we leave in 30 minutes" I said sighing. "I'm coming down there with you after I talk too Bart" cam said. Then everyone agreed. "No, your not. I don't want you guys around watching me struggle" I said sitting up and looking at him. "Well this is more important then anything else" he said shrugging. I shook my head not agreeing. "And how is the not important, maddilyn?" He said looking me in the face. "Because you have millions of fans dying too meet you, who sadly spent money too come meet their idol, your not leaving them, they payed there money, when they shouldn't even have too pay." I said struggling all the words out. "Well Maddilyn, you could die anytime, and I feel like if I'm there I could help, your not gonna leave me! I can't handle that!" I flinched at him yelling. "Quiet frankly, I'm not losing you like I lost my nephew/niece too fucking cancer!" He yelled again. A tear fell from my eye. I got up and grabbed my bag dragging it out with nicole following me. She called a taxi and we went too the airport. We waited for our plane, everything was silent until nicole spoke up. "I'm sorry about cam, he was trying too make a point and took it too far" I nodded and sat there. "Flight 243, boarding now" I sighed and stood up. I walked too the thing before you enter the plane and started walking into the plane, lots of thoughts going through my mind.
-after plane-
I sat down on my bed and turned on my phone. 103 messages in the group chat , saying sorry or too respond.
"I'm fine, just got home." I sent and layed down. Finally falling asleep.
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