The one

Chapter nineteen

The forgetting one

"Wake up sleepyhead you'll be late to breakfast, plus what are you going to do when you see Zabini"
Daphne giggles across the room

"You did what with Zabini?"
Pansy says gasping

"I did nothing it was an accident, a drunken accident"
I say holding my pounding head

"That's not all that happened last night is it Pansy"
Daphne nudges her and i narrow my eyes

"I had sex with Theo"
She equals

My heart drops

"You what"
I practically shout
"You had sex with my brother Pansy that is disgusting never tell me anything like that again i do not want to know please merlin someone help me what the fuck is my life"

"Stop being so dramatic Addy be happy for her"
Daphne says frowning at me

"Pansy i'm very happy you had sex, i'm not happy it was with my brother that is beyond vile"
I say grossed out

"It was fucking amazing. Like oh my god he felt so-"

"I don't want to know at all"
I practically shout and she smirked at me

"I think i got with goyle, i couldn't imagine who else gave me these"
Tracey says pointing at hickeys on her neck

"Goyle really?"
I scoff

"At least i didn't fuck Zabini"
She replies

"Ok that i definitely didn't do so don't get that into your heads."

"I can confirm that i was unfortunate enough to walk in on Aradia with a dick in her mouth"
Daphne laughs then grimaces and i throw a pillow at her face.

"Who'd you get with them Daph?"
I ask

"Nobody"
She says with a twinkle in her eye

Who could it be?

It wouldn't be crabe or pucey, they revolted her so who?

We head down to breakfast to see the boys already there looking very smug. I notice Malfoy wasn't there with them. I hadn't seen him since last night.

I sit down next to Blaise in the only open spot furthest away from my brother and Pansy.

"We need to talk"
I say sitting down

"We really do"
He chucked back sounding slightly scared.

I had decided i don't want to be with him like that. I figured i would know if i did after last night and i just couldn't feel it.

We eat breakfast in awkward silence and as soon as it's over i take Blaise and guide him by the hand out of the main hall. Ok i practically grabbed him.

Pulling him into an empty classroom, i sit
down on one of the chairs

"Last night"
He starts

"Last night was a mistake"
I say and he nods and looks as if a weight has been lifted off his shoulder

"I was drunk so were you"
I nod awkwardly

"I dont have feelings for you like that, i love you Blaise but only as a friend"
I say half smiling sheepishly

"Oh thank heavens me too i was just worried that after last night things might be different"
He says rushing his words

"Let's just make it something we both laugh at how
does that sound; l'eau sous le pont"
I say smiling

"That sounds nice, promise me nothing will change between us. I go back to hitting on you from time to
time and you tell me to shove it up my arse then hex me. How does that sound?"
He suggests

"That sounds perfect, thanks for being so
good about this"
I say

"Any time"
He adds as we walk out of the room preparing ourselves for a day filled of our friends making fun of us for what we did
"If it helps you were really good"
He smirks

"You little bitch, watch what you say or ill turn you into a teaspoon"
I warm getting my wand out and he raises his arms in défense laughing at me.

I'm glad things could be back to normal.

this was a half filler because i couldn't be arsed to make the blaise thing go anywhere else and i have so much planned it doesn't fit in properly to the story. It would just make the half slow burn even more slow and i hate that.

Chapters will probs still be quite short because i get exited and want to move onto the next chapter as soon as possible. Sorry not sorry <3

These chapters are following a pattern of nothing for months then one days lasts ten chapters damn.