Janessa's Pov
I fall into Shawn's chest and breathe in his scent, I wrap my arms around his waist and process what he's telling me. "Janess?" he whimpers, "Yeah?..." I whisper sweetly, "I'm so sorry I ever did any of those things to you." he says, "When I took that body shot off of you, a bolt of electricity was sent through my entire body. When you stopped kissing me It was like my whole world fell apart. I know that I have been a douche to you and I deserved that night." he sobs setting his chin on top of my head, I rub my hand up and down his back trying to calm him down.
Shawn's POV
I don't know but a shower of relief fell over me. I felt like I was free, that's the affect Janessa has on people, she has stolen my heart, and I can never get it back.
We go back to my house, and I kiss her laying her down on my bed, "Love you baby girl." I whisper kissing her forhead, "Love you too." she whispers, I smile and go out to my living room to sleep on the couch.
**Next Day**
"SHAWN!" I hear Janessa scream, "What, what is it are you okay?" I ask running in to my room, "I missed you, and I had a dream.. you don't want to know about." she says pushing her hair back, "Hey... It's okay." I say hugging her, "I want to know what that dream was about." I say letting go, she takes a deep breath, and sits up, "You raped me." my heart just stopped beating for a moment,"R-rape?" I say holding her hand, she nods and snuggles up next to me, I check my phone, 5:45. Okay we have 15 minutes to snuggle, (Me: AWWW OMG) "Shawn, when you told me why you decided to become my bully, I thought it was the stupidtest reason ever." she says moving my arm around her.
Janessa's POV
I pull Shawns muscular arm over me so we are spooning. This is nice, but I still don't know how I feel about him.
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Changed (A Shawn Mendes fanfic)
Teen FictionJanessa is your typical goof teenage girl. She gets good grades, wears the perfect clothes and doesnt go out very much. Her life isnt all that bad other than the few times she encouters her Bully: Shawn Mendes. One day she completly changes.. For th...