New Year, New Job, New Chapter.

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6 days ago, I was laid off.
There's no work it's COVID, people aren't buying clothes and financing things online because they simply can't afford to, and honestly I'm with them.

This last year, I've stretched to make ends meet, I've fought battles to get my well earned money, and all throughout it all, I've smiled and refused to look at myself as essential, because I worked for a TV company, for a warehouse.
I wasn't essential.

I always dreamed of caring for people, for helping those less fortunate, to help anywhere I can, now, I am.
Ive landed my dream job, that sends me shivers when I think about working there.
I applied to another job thinking, that I wouldn't even get this far! Thinking its caring for the elderly, I don't like the elderly.

Every aspect that scared me, excites me! Thinking of all their stories and their interesting ways to talk and understand, and understanding them, I feel like a teenager in puppy love.
Seeing dogs everyday!!! 🐶😂😍 I used to hate dogs.
I'm so happy, and so scared all at the same time.

I did stupid things as a teenager, and got a caution as a consequence, so awaiting an enhanced DBS check, and then my references is scary really, running havoc on my mind 24/7.
My mind doesn't know whether its going up or coming down.
It's stressing about things that might not even be.

So I've decided I'll stress if necessary, otherwise I'll do my best not to.

Edit: I've got the job. And no stress

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