I Never Left

Breakup

I stayed in my room, barely got out of bed besides to change into clothes. Noah hasn't been answering my calls, I needed to explain to him what he saw wasn't what he thought. I would never sleep with josh ever in my whole life.

"Lexi, are you going to Noah's?" Andrew asked coming to my room

"No" I said under the covers trying to hold in my tears

Mentioning of Noah hurt me even more.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked

"Nothing" I replied

"Lexi" he said sitting on my bed

"Just leave alone"  I yelled

"Ok" he said

He got up from my bed and left the room shutting the door.

I heard my phone ringing and I looked at it thinking it was Noah but it wasn't. I went back under my covers and didn't bother answering the phone. They kept calling and calling but I didn't answer.

I heard my door opened

"Can you tell your friends to stop calling me" Jaden said annoyed

"Tell them I don't want to talk to anyone" I said

"What's wrong with you?" He asked

"Nothing" I replied

"Call your friends back" he said

I sighed and grabbed my phone which kept ringing.

"What?" I asked

"Have you seen Noah's story?" She asked

"No" I replied

"Who's the girl" she asked

I looked at my phone and looked at Instagram. He was with Vicky, giving her a piggy back ride and they are both looking at each other.

I tried holding back my sob but I couldn't

"Lexi, what happened?" She asked

"Can you come over?" I asked

"Yes I'll be there in a couple minutes" she replied

I hung up the phone and continued crying. When did they become close? Did he cheat on me before? Why did this have to happen?

After 10 minutes I heard my door opened and I saw Jenna walking in

"Lexi" she said

"He broke up with me" I said

"Baby" she said holding me

"He left me" I said speaking through the sobs

"Shhh it will be okay. Calm down first" she said

I tried regulating my breathing and soon I was able to

"What happened?" She asked

"I came home and josh was here and I bumped into him and he spilled red wine over him. I told him to go put the clothes in the washer while I went to shower and I would bring him clothes after. Right after I got out of the shower I heard knocking and it was Noah. Noah saw me in my robe and then saw behind me josh pulling his pants up. He thought I fucked josh and he wouldn't listen to me and left. I tried calling him many times but he didn't answer." I said wiping tears that kept falling

"He's an asshole" Jenna said

"He just moved onto the other girl" I replied

"Did he even love me?" I questioned