Next comes my anxiety my anxiety came when I was in about 4th grade. I found out I had really bad anxiety when I was going through the crush stage of my life. Every time I had a crush on someone I would be very nervous and freak out or go into a panic attack. Or if I told on someone who was bullying me in school or online I would get scared or nervous I was gonna die. That they would beat me to the point they killed me or made me go unconscious. Ever since then I kinda just built walls around myself so I wouldn't get hurt. As I got older I didn't let too many people in. Because everyone I let in ended up leaving me or tearing my heart in shreds. I would isolate myself from the world. I would go to my room not eat very much sit on my bed, put my headphones on and blast my music.
