i'm happy when i want to be

the key

what is they key to getting what you want?

sometimes you have to choose.
and sometimes you make a choice.
but,
what is the point of choosing,
if your choice is going to be invalidated anyway?

i chose.
but the obstacles,
they are far too great
for a 
small
helpless
girl
like me 
to overcome

sometimes you have to choose. 
but i never make a choice. 

fear.
fear of being invalidated. 
fear of being wrong.
fear of hurting.
fear.

what is they key to making her make the decision you prefer?

fear.

i chose.

what if i didn't want to?

that is inconsequential. 

through my eyes, it is all inconsequential.

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a/n~

this is on such crack help-
so, i made a choice. the issue is that there are some big big big obstacles stopping me from going through with my decision. therefore, my parents seem have to decided that the other option is best. what is the point of making a decision if you aren't given a chance to go through with it and overcome the obstacles?

so, whoever you are, don't give up. if you make a decision, stand by it. you need to overcome the obstacles, because in the end, even if it was the wrong choice, at least you are the only one who is going to be held accountable for it.  

>_<

uwu i love u guys drink some water and wear ur mask<3

~vi