~Ok guys that last chapter so emotional and such a cliffhanger I had to continue it. Hope you enjoy :D. Also, I HAVE 1.6K READS GUYS TYSM GUYS!!
@TheBriEspinosa_~
~Previous Chapter Jack Johnson's Pov~
Every ding I hear another name and more tears run down my cheeks. I feel so worthless right now. There right. All of them. All of the names, everything. I look at a specific tweet.
@_Makeupaname - KYS! (If u don't know what that means it means kill your self :'(..
I think about it. Would they miss me? Would the fandom? My family? My friends? Gilinksy? All my answers come back to no. I sit on the floor staring at the blade across the bathroom. I feel a huge emptiness and sadness come over me. I look down to my phone that's blowing up with the hate. I smile slightly looking at the door where Gilinsky id cluelessly sleeping. I reply to the tweet.
@_Makeupaname- OK I will...............
New Chapter~ Jack Johnson's POV~
I finally am going to make the fans happy. I smile. They will be happy for once. Gilinsky, and the whole MagCon group will be too. I was the dead weight who just dragged the group down. My phone starts going off like crazy and I smile.
Ding- worthless
Ding- idiot
Ding- Kys
Ding- leave
Ding- scrawny
I smile as I look at the razor on the counter. They'll be happy. With that I get up and walk to the counter and grab the razor. I put it over my skin. never cut before and suddenly I get scared and all these thoughts race through my head. 'WHAT ABOUT GILINSKY!' 'THE GROUP CARES!' 'DON'T LEAVE JACK' 'PUT IT DOWN' 'TALK TO SOMEONE' 'GET HELP NOW' 'STAY......', My phone interrupts my thoughts. It isn't a notification, someone's calling me. I look at the caller id and feel a pain run through me. Brianna's calling. The caller id picture is one that Nash, Victoria, Jack, me, Brianna, and Matt took together. My hand shakes as I reach for the phone. 'Should I answer?', I keep asking myself. 'Answer Johnson!', my mind yells at me and I answer.
"JACK PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF PLEASE PLEASE!", She yells. Suddenly I hear her crying on the other side of the line. I did this. What am I doing. I quickly look down to the blade that's only an inch away from my wrist. I gasp and throw it across the room. I was about to kill myself. I'm a monster.
"JACK PLEASE ANSWER US!", I hear a guy yell. It's Matt.
"G-guys", I whisper into the phone.
"JACK OH MY GOD ARE YOU OK!", They both yell.
"N-no. I-I need h-help guys. M-mentally", I say looking in the mirror. I don't know what to think anymore. I'm a monster.
"Jack where's Gilinsky?", Matt asks.
"Sleeping in the other room", I say.
"Go get him Jack he's your best friend he needs know, he'll help", Brianna says sniffling.
"OK", I whisper and hang up. I slid down the door onto the floor. What do I do? Jack's going to be mad I didn't tell him. No he's going to think I'm a freak. He's going to stop hanging out with me. Make fun of me. I shake my head furiously and bury it in my arms. Why do I think like this. I look at my Twitter again and see the thing I least expected.
@AaronCarenter- #SaveJohnson we love u bro don't leave.
@CameronDallas- Johnson please stay #SaveJohnson.
@NashGrier- Johnson please don't do this we can help you #SaveJohnson.
@victoria_grier_- #SaveJohnson NO JOHNSON WE LOVE YOU ALL OF US PLEASE STAY! WE'RE ALL A FAMILY!!
@TaylorCaniff- #SaveJohnson please use this # and say something u love about Johnson he needs us guys :) love u bro stay. please... :(.
@HayesGrier- #SaveJohnson JACK PLEASE STAY WITH US MAN IM YOUR 2000 LIFE WON'T BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.
@MahoganyLOX- I love you no #SaveJohnson stay Jack please it wont be the same without you.
@ShawnMendes- #StayJohnson- we love u Jack please stay.........
@CarterReynolds- #SaveJohnson your brave Jack you can pull through this we believe in you.
@TheMattEspinosa- Guys help! Johnson needs us more than ever. #SaveJohnson stay Jack please let us help we love you bro.
@TheBriEspinosa_ Jack please stay :'( #StayJohnson we're all here we'll help you, we're all a family. We love you Jack never forget that.
I breakdown. They actually care. How could I not see that before. I look through the #.
@_Makeupaname - #SaveJohnson I love you Jack I would never hate on you you saved me when I fell that's something I can never repay.
I see a few like that and smile. Then I gasp. #SaveJohnson is trending. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by loud banging
"JACK PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!!!!!!!!", Gilinsky yells. 'Oh no he saw'. I slowly get up and unlock the door. It opens immediately I expect the worst. Yelling, name calling, hitting something. But the thing that happens next shocks me. Gilinsky practically tackles me into a hug.
"OH MY GOD JACK I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!", he yells. He pulls away and I look at him. His face is covered in tears.
"Sorry", I say looking down.
"Why did you tweet that", he asks softly.
"I was going to kill myself", I say honestly.
"Why Jack", he asks frowning.
"You are so blind Gilinsky", I say and he looks at me confused.
"What do you mean", I find myself getting angry.
"REALLY!", I yell and he steps back. Usually I'm mellow and would never yell so it's unexpected for me to yell.
"I GET SO MUCH HATE JACK. YOU HAVE NO CLUE. YOU THINK I'M HAPPY!? I'M NOT. AT MEET AND GREETS I GET THREATENED AND IGNORED BY MY SUPPOSEDLY FANS. I GET SO MUCH HATE THAT I BELIEVE WHAT THEY ARE SAYING NOW. I'M UGLY, SCRAWNY, AN IDIOT, I'M WORTHLESS, UNLOVED, AND AN OUTCAST! IT'S ALWAYS ME! FOR ONCE I WANNA KNOW WHAT A REAL SMILE IS JACK! I WANNA BE HAPPY! I WANNA KNOW I DON'T HAVE TO BE SCARED TO GO TO A MEET AND GREET, OR BE SCARED TO LOOK AT TWITTER! AND WANNA KNOW WHAT I REALLY SAID IN THE HALLWAY!? I SAID I'M AM AN IDIOT. IT'S TRUE OK. I DO NOTHING RIGHT! I'M THE DEAD WEIGHT SIDEKICK!!!!", I finish yelling breathing heavy with fresh tears running down my cheeks. I feel so ashamed. He's going to laugh at me probably.
"Jack", he says in a whisper.
"What", I say broken. Yup, broken. I'm so far gone and now admitting this.
"I don't think any less of you. You're my brother. We stick by each other. It's Jack and Jack, not Jack or Jack and if people don't see that they aren't a true fan. I'll help you Jack, we all will. We're a family", he finishes and we hug. I am so glad we wore the same shirt in kindergarten. When we pull away I see the whole family is standing in the doorway with sad expressions. You could tell that they heard everything. They all walk up and we group hug. This family had gone through a lot in the past 4 days. Yeah its been four days since we met Brianna and Victoria. Many car accidents, hate incidents, love triangles, relationships, mix ups, everything. But through these four days I found out something. Matt and Brianna were always meant to be. Nash and Victoria too. Me and Jack need to get over our crushes. Also this here, the thirteen of us standing her hugging, we're all a family. We stick together through thick and thin, we all help each other no matter how big or small the problem, we are all goofy kids ranging from 16-20, but age is just a number, you can get older, but that doen't mean that we have to grow up. All of us had the same idea when we made that first vine, that first tweet, that first post, let's try it it's just an app. That app turned everything upside down. Kids from North Carolina, Virgina, Nebraska, Canada, Florida, so many states came together and became best friends, no a family. We've told out darkest secrets in this group, we've found out hidden talents we have and showed them to the world, we all supported each other. We are getting bigger and bigger by the second, but it wouldn't have happened unless we had the fans we do, these fans brought us together and they formed our family. We've made the best memories together and now we have Brianna and Victoria. We have so many possibilities. Matt and Brianna as a couple, and Nash and Victoria as a couple with the fans support. We're a family and nothing can break that. All these guys are like brothers and sisters to me. I love them all so much. And honestly I'm really extremely happy for Matt and Brianna, they belong together.
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