The Secret Between Two [A Min Yoongi ff]

To The Future

5:25am

Read the analog clock when I looked over to my left.

Wishing I could have at least slept a few more hours, I sighed and rolled back to my right. Only instead of rolling into a body, I rolled over to nothing, ending up on my back.

I sighed again and sat up, wondering where Yoongi was and if something was wrong.

When he couldn't sleep I would normally find him sitting at the foot of the bed, head hanging low and his face in his palms. I then would go over to him and coax him into laying back down with me, and I wouldn't go back to sleep until I heard him softly snoring. I'd then find out what the problem was in the morning, after I made sure he got some sleep.

But instead he wasn't at the foot of the bed.

In fact, he wasn't even in the room.

"What could be his problem," I wondered as I got out of bed.

It was a little chilly, so I had grabbed one of Yoongi's shirts and made my way out of the bedroom to go search for him.

But when I got out, all the lights were off. I was puzzled. Maybe he went to the 24 hour store that was a block away to get some food since there wasn't anything in the fridge?

So I went back to my room to grab my phone and call him.

To find him.

To ease his mind as well as mine.

But when I got back to the room. I noticed something I didn't see from before.

The door to the balcony was slightly a jar, and there was a small ray of light escaping from the gap.

I laughed to myself knowing how obvious of a spot that was and grabbed a blanket figuring he didn't bring one for himself.

"Jagi," I whispered as I opened the door. "Why are you up?"

He was sitting on a chair, with his leg resting on another, while he was looking at the city from top floor view of this hotel.

He didn't answer my question but smiled slightly and motioned me to come over to him.

Once I walked to him, he picked me up and placed me on his lap and wrapped the blanket I had brought around us.

"Ah I couldn't sleep Yeobo, I didn't want to bother you," he whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek.

I sighed and turned around in his embrace. I looked into his tired eyes and said, "you know I can't sleep if you can't. How long have you been out here. You're ice cold."

"Since you fell asleep. I tossed and turned for a while and decided to come out here so I wouldn't disturb you. And thank you for bringing the blanket, I've been freezing, I don't know why I didn't bring one myself," he said while hugging me more tightly to get some warmth from my body.

"Yoongi, you know you can talk to me. I'm here to give you love and to support you," I said while grabbing is face in my hands to make him look at me.

He sighed, "Luna-ah, do you think I made the right decision, you know with becoming a trainee and leaving my current life behind. I don't even want to be an Idol, I just want to make music so bad that I'll be an Idol to do so. What if I regret this later on."

"I don't think you should worry too much about the future for now. Right now you should worry about if you're comfortable with becoming an Idol. I'm sure if you do become one you'll be very successful," I reassured.