HershalxCarl

chapter 13

[12 day later]

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many a time had past since there last big event, 2 week 2 bee exact, and the events from then still filled carls mind. he couldnt understand exaclty waht he was feeling, was it happiness? sorrow? pain? lust? or even anger? it had been a long time since carl last saw hershal, and the pain of losing him still made him cry out at night. it was a pain he could not quite understand, he had never lost anyone that close before. at times he thought love, but dismissed it, fearing there was no such thing. but the longer the feeling would last, the more painful it would become. looking for something to fill the void in his chest would be the only cure, or at least in his thoughts. the return of hershal stired up a new feeling in carl that he thought had never existed. it was hope. at first he was happy, overjoyed, and had some many questions, but hershal refued to answer any of them. carl would had noticed something at first but he was too happy to see. as the days past, carl started to notice that somethiung was not quite right. hershal didnt seem like the same, musculant gent that carl first gazed upon. he looked rather sad. carl, since he is a teen was also going through hormonial issues so he was under a lot of stress, but he had rick (dad) by his side and red bearded man who was also a delight. besides this issue they contiuned on with their lives, trying to find food and shelter and a safe place. they arrived at a large creek where they stoped to drink some water.

"ok" said rick"imma go get some water so u guys rest cause im the leader, k?"

"yeh" they all said at once, they had been with eachoother 4 so long they had tuned in with eachother like women and their menstral cylice

hershal sat down in the long grass and stared into the blue sky, carl would have sat next to him but he didnt. insted he sat down next 2 red bearded man. he looked at carl and stroked his flavoursome facial hair.

"carl" he said "i dont kno ur history with that white bearded man, but kno this," he paused while carl turned to face him

"never forget who u r, people change all the time and its hard 2 find ur self when u cant even remeber who u r."

carl looked at him " what do u mean? i kno who i am, im carl jrn!" he screamed

"r u sure? imean look at ur dad, is he the same person u remeber?"

carll pausd, he was right his dad was no sheirf no more

"u reconzed it right? when he changed, look at u, u anint the same lad, right?"

he was right, carl was no boi no more

"it happens 2 everyone, they get swept up in the moment and before u relise it they become a stranger 2 their own family, im sure youve seen it, u can see it right?"

carl looked at hershal, still staring at the sky. he could see it.

he had changed.

continue in chapter 14

(psa:soz 4 delay, i had meeting with baroko rama)