In The Dark || Mattia Polibio

Chapter 32💋

mattia pov

"baby? can we do something? like go out" briana my new current girlfriend said, i looked up from my phone and shrugged

"like where, im kinda busy the whole day"
i smiled looking back down at my phone, briana rolled her eyes getting up from her seat and walking up to me

i frowned waiting for her to say something

"do you even love me??"

never thought about her like that, i don't think ill find love ever again, i had it, i did, but i blowed it, how many times was i gonna hurt her?? until she actually falls for me again?

all over again doesn't sound like a bad idea

it actually does, i end up hurting them even tho i don't want to, i tire controlling myself but it's harder then it looks, i have anger and trust issues

"hello? i said do you even love me" briana repeated herself

"ofc I do babe"

she smiled leaning in to give me a kiss, i kissed her back then pulled away

she didn't compare to her, her lips aren't as soft as hers, she's nothing like her, no one ever will

"we got a mission" kai said walking in the living room with the boys, i walked away from briana and to the boys

"what is it now?" i said crossing my arms

Kai nodded towards briana, i frowned turning around to look at her, she was standing there confused, i turned back to Kairi frowning

"what?"

"she can't know about it" roshaun answered for Kairi, i laughed shaking my head

"she's my girlfriend, she's part of us" i said

Kairi and the rest of the boys rolled their eyes giving up

"oh ok whatever then, anyways your dad wants us to break into the Rosario's, your gonna come up with the plan" kai said

"why does my dad want us to do that? we just met with him didn't we? and why am i coming up with a plan?"

"i don't know, i don't know and i don't know"
Kai rolled his eyes

"your useless too"

I walked away from all of them and into my dad office knocking on his door waiting for him to let me in, i walked in ones i heard him say 'come in'

"papa?" I walked in and stood in front of his desk

"mm" he mumble

"im not gonna break into the Rosarios house just because you want me to, can we just go back to America, I don't want to be here anymore"

"yeah we'll go back ones you go and kill alejandros dad" i widen my eyes

"im not doing that papa, that's dangerous" i said, since this whole bs that happen between me and ale our dad's have turned into enemy's, ale dad doesn't like me for shooting his son and my dad doesn't like ale for not listening to my orders