Osamu
I had no idea how long I stood there in the park all by myself. My body was frozen through and numb. Even when I got back, the house felt empty and cold, going straight to my room and flopping down on my bed. Laying there on the stomach, I took out my phone.
'I have to fix this...' Was the only thing I could think about.
Saturday
9.31 PM
Osamu: Hey
Hana-chan
Hanako
...
Well at least you haven't blocked me yet
Hanako: Do you think it is wise to say anymore today?
Osamu: I have to make this right.
Please listen to me
Hanako: ...
Go on
Osamu: What I said was dumb
I didn't mean it like that
Hanako: Was what you said at the park the truth?
Osamu: Does it matter?
Hanako: Were those your real feelings?
Your real thoughts?
Osamu: You didn't deserve to hear those things
I'm sorry
Hanako: Answer the question.
You always do this.
You always avoid questions you rather not answer!
That's exactly why we are here right now
Osamu: Hanako...
Hanako: Just answer me
Osamu: Yes
Everything I said are my real thoughts and emotions
Hanako: ...
Osamu: Please say something
Hanako: I should leave
Even if its just to protect the last shred of my self-worth
Osamu: Please don't
Listen
Hanako: No
I feel like the little secret affair of a married man
Hiding behind the back of everyone in his life
Osamu: I love you
Hanako: I don't even know you
You keep everything hidden
You kept me hidden
Osamu: Hanako...
I'm so sorry
Lets talk about this
-This message could not be sent. The contact might have blocked you.-
Hanako!
-This message could not be sent. The contact might have blocked you.-
Shit
-This message could not be sent. The contact might have blocked you.-
Out of frustration I just let go of my phone and it dropped onto the floor. At this moment my brother came back, looking surprised that I was laying there. I turned to my other side so I didn't have to look at him.
"Where have you been? I started looking for you because you didn't come home. Did you go see your girlfriend?" His voice irritated me. I wanted to be alone with my stupidity and the sensation of my heart which was on fire. It burned... and it hurt like nothing I have ever felt.
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Possessive Heart || Miya Osamu
Fanfiction~Love is realising that the other person is not perfect.~ Book One of the Heart Series. The books of this series loosely connect to each other but do not have to be read in order and it is also not required to read all of them. Each book focuses on...
