𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶? ( 𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘟 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳)

Everything is a mess.😕

Y/N walks around to her bed crying after her break up with dream...

FLASHBACK 📸:

Dream: I CANT WITH YOU!

Y/N: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ALWAYS CHANGE UP UR ATTITUDE EVRRY GOD DAMN DAY DREAM!

Dream: THATS IT IM DONE WITH YOU IM BREAKING UP WITH YOU!

Back to reality:

Y/N cry's in her bed that's all she can do just snuggle up to her pillow and sob and sob for hours, she loved Dream, she didn't want him to walk away, she didn't want him to break up with her, she didn't want it to end like this

As Y/N was crying she felt her phone vibrating she got up, wiped the tears and checked the caller it was sapnap

Y/N quickly tried to calm down and answered

Y/N: ohh hey sapnap

Even though Y/N calmed down sapnap could hear the sadness in her voice

Sapnap: hey y/n!! Are you okay you seem sad?

Sapnap already knew what happened with her and dream

Y/N: It's nothing :) (Y/N tried smiling)

Sapnap: Y/N stop I know you guys broke up it's okay to cry.

Y/N just stayed quiet as she heard the doorbell ring and the phone call end

Y/N wiped her tears and tried to look presentable, she opened the door to see sapnap.

Sapnap: stop trying to hold back your tears

After hearing those words Y/N broke down dropping to her knees to the floor

Y/N: i-I-I loved him.. h-h-he just wa-walked aw-away

Sapnap crouched down hugging Y/N Sapnap: hey hey.... it's okay y/n let it all out

Y/N cried and cried, feeling the pain and hearing Y/N cry broke Sapnap..

After so much crying, they sat there hugging until y/n fell asleep

Sapnap entered her house to lay her on her bed

Sapnap lays Y/N on her bed but before having a chance to leave y/n grabs sapnap's wrist saying: p- please don't leave me alone s-sapnap, y/n didn't want to be left alone she needed someone

Sapnap nodded and layed with her, her face facing his chest and Sapnap hugging y/n, brushing her long straight brown soft hair with his warm delicate fingers.

It made y/n feel safe and okay to let it out..

They soon fell asleep together in there arms...

Soon Sapnap wakes up and gets up taking off his hoodie now with snot and crying all over it, know Sapnap was wearing just a white shirt, with sweat pants.

But from the corner of his eyes he sees marks on y/n's wrists, when pulling them up he sees old but kinda new cuts, y/n felt so lonely she felt so alone, so worthless she felt nothing so she cut herself to feel something...

It broke Sapnap down in tears seeing her wrists he never knew y/n was going threw these he never checked up on here recently he felt so bad.

Sapnap goes downstairs trying to find where the bandages are, he finds them and puts a roll of bandage over y/n's wrists, quietly crying feeling bad for y/n.

Sapnap never realized her cuts because whenever she went on stage to do concerts and songs she always used makeup to cover it up.

she never wanted anyone to see her real side...