Things have calmed down a little bit, sort of. More like I've calmed down. I got so caught up in everything and I let go of my stability. I went between stress eating and fasting, didn't write, didn't do anything I enjoyed, and spent the whole time worrying.
It sucked. I was miserable but couldn't bring myself to actually do anything. Anyway, I figured out some very important things during this.
1) I need to learn to let go of friendships when they start getting toxic
2) The reason I don't is because being threatened makes me feel like I have control over the situation and I don't want to give that up
3) I feel personally responsible every time someone I know does a bad thing
I put way too much emotional investment into things I shouldn't and I really need to work on that. I don't feel completely safe at school still but I'm not breaking down anymore.
I think the best course of action at the moment is to let more adults/parents know that the school knowingly lets a student who has brought a weapon to school and threatened other students go without any punishment, let's see how they like that being posted on social media.
Anyway, I'm getting back to writing. Have a teaser:
"Have you never seen a baby before?"
"Oh my god, you've never seen a baby before"
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I will post it in the new book
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See ya, imaginary people
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Fanfiction(This book is completed, if you want more stuff there's a second one) just some one-shots of Undertale AU ships. I do not own any of these characters (unless state otherwise). I try to update twice a week.
