Completely fine being alone

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Chapter 1

For some people it's hard accepting being alone. Not having anyone to talk too or share moments with can be hard to cope with for them. Feeling as if there is a part of them is gone or missing, the feeling of emptiness some of those people may feel. It could be that they are just lonely, not in actual need for anyone to speak to. They think they must have a relationship, that love is needed in their lives. And if these people get their feeling of love that they so desire they they will feel complete.

This is a feeling for only some people, others outside of this train of thought think being alone is fine. They don't feel anything missing in their lives, they don't need anything more than themselves. It might seem almost prideful to others at first, but it doesn't take someone with eyes on the back of their head to see that people who are alone don't think as themselves as perfect, or above others. No. They see themselves as whole. Being fine being all alone and not needing anyone or wanting a special feeling like love.

A person like Todoroki Shoto would be one of those people who don't want love. Not partially not wanting it, but rather seeing himself as a whole. Todoroki was complete. Seeing people hold hands did not effect him. It did not bother him what so ever. But Todoroki was not so dull to not know that there was hole in the word whole.

Todoroki was leaving his dorm to head to his class, 1-A. He happend to go to a hero training high school. That school was called UA. Todoroki walked down the hallway, his class room just right up ahead of him. Being in no rush, he scrolled slowly to the entrance of the 1-A class. Todoroki was slow to even open the door. But once he did he was met with all the familiar faces he already knew. Nothing new. Some of the students that we're in the class weren't there right now, it was fine, the class hadn't began.

Sighing, he found his sit in the back next to Tokoyami and on his other side Tsuyu. He sat in his chair like he did very school day. Fine by him. Todoroki had, and never will have a wish to change the routine.

Soon the other students started to pour in the classroom. All the classmates he recognized and seen before, almost too many times for his liking. Todoroki isn't the most social teenager that went to this school. One that wasn't a student but still stayed in UA high school as much as them, Mr. Aizawa. He taught at UA, most importantly he taught class 1-A.

Mr. Aizawa lazily came in with a slow walk. It seemed to be an hour or so before he even got to his desk and could begin with his usual welcome.

"Are all of you brats here?" There was no time to answer. "If not, you should've been. Listen brats, if you think you have what it takes to be a hero, you're wrong."

This is normal for Mr. Aizawa. He isn't the most friendly guy. But after a while the students get used to it. Todoroki included. They do need someone to push them to their limits, to their best so that they can become the best. Heroes. They'll be the best heroes.

Mr. Aizawa went on, speaking about something. Probably some kind of lecture to become a hero. Todoroki should've been paying closer attention to this. He did want to be a hero. But his mind was else where. And he was beginning to feel sleepy. His blue and brown eyes glazing off to the window in the classroom. Feeling at peace with this, he could've fell asleep right then and there. Still Todoroki didn't have a wish to be one of those lacking off students and sleep all through class, though his teacher even fell asleep sometimes. Maybe closer to all the time. Apart from that last note, he couldn't went for class to be over all ready.

There was a loud sound. Very loud. It broke everyone out from their trances. Todoroki thought that maybe a intruder had gotten in their school. But he calmed his worry's down, it was the bell. Class was over. Being dismissed, he didn't budge from his seat, instead laid his head in his arms. Hoping to take that nap, through he would have to knock out all the noise that his classmate near by were making. Todoroki didn't see that as a real issue. He expected his own teacher to be napping too, but found himself wrong. Mr. Aizawa had a worried look on his face. That perked the boy's attention. It wasn't like the man to look so cornered. Mr. Aizawa's arm was stretched out to his ear. He was on the phone Todoroki finally realized.

          

Mr. Aizawa got off the phone to whoever he was talking too and shoved his phone into his pocket. "Alright class," Everyone's heads shot forward. Now that the teacher had caught all their attention he could continue. "I'll have to leave. For personal reasons. So All Might will teach for my place." He announced.

"All Might!?" Some students streaked.

All Might is a retired hero, but is still a very big deal among most of the students in UA. He was the number one hero in Japan after all.

Todoroki liked All Might, but being taught by him wasn't something he dreamed of, in fact he was wondering why Mr. Aizawa was leaving class. He had never left before...

School was out. Freedom at last. For most people at least. Todoroki didn't look at things quite like that. He was good at school, though it was not his favorite and often got bored of it, like today, he didn't mind it all that much. Todoroki looked at it as a learning experience. Class wasn't where he'd love to learn from through, he loved to learn from battle training far more. He loved all the UA scenery, it made everything feel so real. As if he would be fighting a real villain at time that he was only fighting a bot. Todoroki longed to become a hero and do real hero work.

Now the boy was on his way to the training ground. Taking the same route he had always took. Except, something was different. For one Mr. Aizawa was walking down the hall, which he had never done before. And two. A girl with (h/l) (h/c) hair followed him. Another thing about this girl he saw, she was covered in bruises and scrapes. The first thought that Todoroki had that she must've gotten into a fight, but she didn't look like the type to get in one.

Todoroki fixed his glaze harder at the girl. She did not go to UA high. He hasn't seen this girl very in his life before. Who was this girl following Mr. Aizawa?

"Hello Todoroki." His teacher said as they were walking past.

"Hi." Todoroki's voice could be described as a whisper. But it was and is his usual voice that he has always spoken in.

The girl only scanned his face and did not say anything. He was used to people staring at him, whether it was his quirk that made them stare or his burn that he had since he was a child, he was fine. Todoroki did his best to try and not be bothered with it. Truth is, he was bothered with their stares. He didn't speak about this with anyone. Besides, no one would listen. He was fine also with this as well.

Todoroki carried on to the training room. Completely forgetting the girl he saw.

Once he had reached the door to his destination, he pulled it open and stepped inside. Multiple students from other classes were there. He didn't mind them. Midoriya was there, and eyeing Todoroki. He felt like he already knew Midoriya was coming to speak with him. A introvert. He sighed as the green haired boy came to greet him, he knew there was no way around it.

"Um, Todoroki, would you train with me?" Midoriya nervously asked.

Todoroki blinked at him. He agreed to his request of course. He can't do training without having a partner.

Midoriya Izuku, a boy better known as Deku who was presumed to be quirkless. Something miraculous happend, Midoriya somehow discovered his quirk. Maybe it wasn't miraculous. He might've just been a late bloomer. Todoroki guessed the later.

Walking into the empty clearing, Todoroki started to plan his attacks already. Better safe then sorry. Midoriya definitely had some packed punches. He knew enough to watch out for those.

"You ready Todoroki?"

"Ready as I'll ever be."

Todoroki already had a strategy planned out, well, he always did for the most part.

As soon as the "battle" has began Midoriya sprung in a punch. Todoroki seen that coming, quickly blocking it with a iceberg like mass. The green eyes of Midoriya's went wide as he sent little shards of ice flying everywhere. Midoriya cupped his frist into the other, punching a big chuck of ice like that isn't the best feeling. But Todoroki was just getting started. Shifting his right foot, he activated his quirk to cover all the ground, including his opponent's shoes. By the ice that he had glazed the ground with Midoriya could no longer move from where he was standing. Todoroki had won his fight. His 36Th fight against Midoriya to be exact, but who was counting?

The green haired boy sighed. "Guess you win again Todo-"

His voice was overlaid by a girl's. "Woah! That was awesome! Was that really your quirk?"

Both Midoriya's and Todoroki's attention turned to her. It was the same girl who was following Mr. Aizawa around.

"Yes. It's my quirk." Todoroki reassured her. Who was she anyway? Random girls can't just walk into UA.

The girl's face lit up more than it had before. "Woah. I wish I had a cool quirk like yours." Then her big smile disappeared as fast as lighting. "Oh, I'm so sorry! I forgot to tell you my name. I'm (L/n) (Y/n). Nice to met you!"

It took a moment to process what she blared out. The girl...(Y/n) seemed to speak so fast.

"I'm..."

"You're Todoroki right? Since you're the guy with the fire and ice quirk."

Todoroki nodded slightly. (Y/n)'s smile was back on her lips. She knew who he was... She must've. She at least knows that he has a fire and ice quirk. That made him feel happy. He couldn't describe it but he couldn't help but feel uncomplete. Empty. And felt as if he was missing something.

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