Short stories inspired by words

2. "Past"

A tsukkishima and yamaguchi story, most likely will be sad-
This is yams POV
Warning: schizophrenia, self harm, suicide

In the past, a Sunday would be a revision session with tsukki, but today, we're going to the beach.
It's winter, and I've always wanted to see snow on the beach, me and tsukki are taking the public bus, it's 2 hours to get there though.

I was getting ready waiting for tsukki to knock on my door, but no sign, I call him and it doesn't go through. Hmph.
I sit on my bed waiting, I'm wearing the hoodie he bought me for my 17th birthday, it was pink and it has 2 dinosaurs on it, one yellow one, and one green one that says 'Dino-bro's' it was something he bought as a joke, but I love it.

Suddenly there's a knock at my door as I relive the moment I got the hoodie from tsukki 4 years ago, it was a great time, we were second years at Karasuno, and we'd just started dating a couple months before.
I ran down the hallway of my bungalow and to the front door and opening it, I opened my eyes and felt a gush of wind against me, and there was we my Tsukkishima.

I stepped forward and kissed his cheek softly, I lived in the middle of nowhere so we could be open and out together at my house. "Morning Tadashi" he says quietly and in the most dreamy voice. I quickly smiled as I took his hand and walked him to the bus stop which was a 5 minute walk away. "How are you this morning strawberry?"

I love the name strawberry, I looked at him and smiled, "I'm good this morning, it's nice to be out today and not inside revising" he nodded his head and carried on walking. "The beach is going to be so fun tsukki, it's going to look so cool in the snow!" He stopped and smiled before pulling his hat down over his head a bit more. "It's cold today tsukki, when we get back you can come in and watch a movie"

*later that day*

We're now at my bungalow and it was around 5:30pm, he'd have to leave soon, I'd seen him again soon, were having a reunite of the Karasuno team, I can't wait to see them all again, I'm sure tsukki can't wait either.
I decided to put on friends while we talked but tsukki fell asleep, sounds normal for him. I pull out my phone to play on it and soon enough it's 7pm, "hm? Tsukki? Where...? What?" Where's he gone? I didn't see or hear him get up? I'll just text him.

[Tadashi] hey Tsukki, sorry I didn't notice you leave.
[Kei] the number you are trying to text is not in use, please try later

What? Why's his number not in use?
I'll call him instead...

Ring, ring
Sorry the number your are currently trying to contact is not available, please try again or check the number

Maybe his phone died...?
Oh well I'll just see him tomorrow, I'm gonna go to sleep now anyway...

*The next morning*

I'm woken up to tsukki laying next to me looking at me. "Morning strawberry" but he left last night? How is he here now..?

I sit up to look at him, I'm wearing one of his older shirts and it's huge on me still, and some old shorts. "Tsukki...? When did you get here..?" I said between yawns and rubbing my eyes, pulling my top layers of hair back into the small man bun it allowed me to. "Anyway, what should I wear?" It's the reunion today, I want to look good for people, and for tsukki Ofc!

I look behind me and he's laid across my bed. "My clothes Of course, you have them all after I left." He left...? He didn't leave any clothes last night. "Wear my old jeans and my favourite purple hoodie. It'll look good on you Tadashi." His jeans will be far to long on me..? "Roll them up then." Can he here my thoughts? "Tadashi. I am your thoughts"
What the hell is going on...?
"I'm in your head Tadashi!"