✅Melting Your Frozen Heart ( Yizhan ) ( Completed )

6. I felt alive

Yibo's pov:-

"No-one has ever made me feel like the way I am feeling, no-one has ever made my heart thumped so fast like...like I am on a rollercoaster , no-one has ever made me so much confused on my own thoughts like I am now..today was the bestest and the perfect day I have ever had..i wonder what have you done to my fragile heart xiao zhan..why whenever i see your eyes it feels like i want to know everything about you, why whenever i hear your voice it feels like i want to hear it my whole life, why whenever you smile like that it feels my whole world is happy, it's just have been two days , two days baby but why do i feel like i have known you for years. What should I do? Should I approach you but how and in what way? I don't want to scare you or misunderstand me, I don't want you to hate me, feel disgust from me either because one wrong move and I will lose you forever. I think I should wait for some more time. I should confirm my own feelings first, after all maybe it's, it's just a feeling of adoration for a friend, or because he is as cute as a bunny and i love bunnies" yibo chuckled as he talked some more to the the picture they clicked today. " Should I post it on my social media but it's already late, but I can't wait either" yibo at last decided to post as his hands were itching to do it.

Some people can make you feel more alive than other days and we call them best friends. Thankyou for this beautiful day zhanzhan🤗❤️
@bunny_zhan0805

Yibo tagged zhan in the post as they already added each other in weibo yesterday at the lunchmeet.

Zhan was trying to sleep when suddenly a notification sound got his attention.
He couldn't help but smiled when he saw yibo's post . He liked the picture and added a comment.

" I wish our friendship to bloom and grow more deeper. Looking forward to our future outings. Be ready because I am gonna give you a surprise next time. Thank-you for today. @yibo.w_85 🤗❤️"

Yibo phone buzzed with a notification and he frowned when he saw zhan's comment. " Why isn't he sleeping, it's past midnight already." He opened the chat option and messaged him on impulse.

"Why aren't you sleeping? You were so tired." Yibo texted.

"Then why aren't you sleeping too? You were also tired" Zhan argued.

"Zhan I am not tired but you are, so be a good boy otherwise you will get big eye bags"

"I will go to sleep later. But do you usually sleep late?"

"It depends on my mood and today I can't sleep" yibo can't tell him that he is the reason he couldn't get even a wink of sleep.

"Ohh..i don't want to sleep either" Zhan wrote.

"So want me to come over and take you for a long drive🤭?"yibo joked to keep the conversation going.

"Not a bad idea though😮" zhan played along not to make chat run dry.

"Okay then wait for just 15 minutes , I just hopped on my bike and I am on my way to your house hehehheh😜" yibo teased.

"Ohh suddenly I feel sleepy😂😂" zhan teased back.

"That's so bad. I need to find someone else's company then" yibo was smiling and rolling on his bed.

"There's no need. Just go to sleep already you fool" Zhan rolled in his bed too.

"Ohh zhanzhan don't want me to find another companion why? You don't want to share your best friend?😉 " Yibo didn't realised that he was now laughing.

They kept chatting showing no signs of stopping till 1 hour until..

"Zhan baby why are you still awake?" Zhan's mother came to check on him when she woke up to drink water. Actually zhan usually don't lock his door as his mother and jie do come often to make him asleep or check on him.

"Mom..i was just ...i.i..can't sleep" he hid his phone under the pillow.

"Ohh come...let me massage your head" zhan put his head on her lap and closed his eyes as she was stroking his hairs and patting his head which felt really very relaxing.

'Mom I am so lucky that i have you. You never made my heart crave for mother's love. You filled my voids with your love and care. Your lap, your hands and eyes have the same care and warmth as my mother's and i am really grateful and proud that i am your son. Though I can't forget my biological mom and i do miss her very badly, but i promise i will never let you down and i will make you proud of me too. Mom i want to tell you so badly about today but don't know from where should I start. I got a new friend mom. I got a best friend. This feeling is new, you won't tell me but i know that you and dad are tensed for me. You really want me to have a confidant, a friend with whom i can share everything. Mom, yibo is really good, it's been only two days but I feel possessive towards him and have a different tingling feeling which I can't explain. Mom is this how a friendship feels like?, mom i don't know this feeling but i really want to improve and deepen my relationship with him, i will make sure that he remains my best friend until ..until he finds his love because that's the thing I can't give him or anyone else and i am sure he will never expect it too because i know i am hard to love and its hard for me to love hehe. Why am i suddenly thinking about yibo loving me ..it is impossible right mom?..mom you know he...he"
Zhan wanted to say all this to his mom but ended up rambling all the things inside his head before falling in a deep and comfortable sleep.

Zhan's mom kept his head carefully back over the pillow "Sleep well my boy. I wish i could be a good mother so that you would have shared everything you hide inside your heart. I will wait for that day my small baby, the day you would run to me and share all your worries and confusions with me and not just your happiness. I know I am not your biological mother but I will always love you like one because for me you are my son, and only my son" she uttered and kissed her son's forehead before leaving the room.

Meanwhile yibo waited for zhan's reply on his last message which was left on read, "Maybe he fell asleep". He decided to explore zhan's profile.

"He is cool"

"And too cute"

"And too hot"

"And too adorable"

He stared at his pictures for few more minutes before he was able to doze off finally.

The credit for the pictures belongs to the rightful owners.