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KYA || BYGONES

There comes a point in everybody's life. Where they question everything. I'm still trying to get through that point - I have for almost 200 years.

Why should I show them everything I know? What did they do to deserve that?

Because even though it feels good to let out what you feel in the moment, it never goes away.

So you bury your fears and your feelings. So far down so where they will never be found. You smile and tell yourself that things will work out for you, even when you know you are doomed to a fate you cannot change.

So you fight the pain alone, knowing that it's actually better for you and everybody else to hide it.

Because then, you lose all that makes you weak. You lose all that made you sad, because sadness isn't in your feelings anymore.

And you become heartless. You don't care about what others think. You don't feel pain when insulted. And then you get yelled at by your remaining friends that you changed. From there, a few things can happen.

1) You get mad at them and ditch them. You lose yourself completely and you turn into somebody you promised you'd never become.

2) You fake everything. You become a different person on the outside than the inside. Sometimes this leads to becoming worse, and other times it fixes what originally happened.

And 3) You realize what happened. Usually this comes with painful emotions and backlash, though.

So what if I just don't let myself be in the situation to make error?

What if I just take that little bit that will make me weak...

And crush it.
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I heard Tommy's and Ghostbur's plan. I know it was stupid. But I didn't care.

I knew what was going to happen. I always did. It was the same thing every time.

I watched Tommy drink the invisibility potion. To everyone else, he was completely transparent. To me, I could see a faint blue aura of the life that took up the area.

I followed them through the prison, putting thoughts into Tommy's and Sam's head to make them successful.

Just because they use me doesn't mean I can't help.

Everything as going fine. The lava fell and they were walking across the platform.

But then my hold broke.

Tommy jumped out with the Axe of Peace bring fully visible.

Then my hold on Sam broke.

I can't handle sudden bursts of energy.

"Hey! Whoever that is. Step back on the platform. Show yourself."

Tommy put the axe away as I gained control on him.

Tommy stepped on the platform reluctantly, taking it back to where Sam was, leaving Ghostbur behind.

I saw Ghostbur began to panic as Tommy drank the milk to take away his invisibility.

I came out of my own hiding and snatched it away. They didn't even see me.

"What did you do with it?" Sam rushed out while holding up his axe offensively towards the air around him.

I pulled out a fire resistance orb, smashing it in front of Tommy before hiding again.

'Go into the lava and swim. It'll be fine.' I put into Tommy's mind.