Toujours pur; Sirius Black

B A B Y S I T T I N G

It had been three weeks since we had come home from Hogwarts , three weeks since I had seen from my friends, three weeks since I had heard anything from Adri and Ali. We decided it would be safer not to send letters as they couldn't be seen conversing with a blood-traitor. Before we got off the Hogwarts Express we had decided that we were going to meet up secretly in London on the 1st August at precisely 1:00pm and then on the 24th August same time and place.

It wasn't as many days as I had hoped to spend with them but it was better than nothing so I would take what I could get. I was just praying to Merlin that they were okay and they hadn't been forced to get that mark.

I had assumed so far they hadn't because they hadn't shown up on any ones doorstep from running away yet like Ali promised me she would but I wasn't fully confident that she would keep that promise. I was counting on her doing it for Adri because I knew she would never do it for herself.

Ali was always more protective over Adri than anyone else, even though they were twins, Ali was born first which made her feel some sort of responsibility to take care of her 'baby sister' as she likes to put it. Alissa was always more reserved and cautious especially when it came to people trying to get close to her and Adrianna, she didn't like me at first even when we were babies. I mean I don't blame her it's a cruel world we live in and I was also a bitch as a baby.

I would throw my toys at peoples heads and bite them, the only people I would allow to pick me up without throwing a screaming fit were my brothers. I wouldn't even let my mother pick me up and definitely not my father.

Adrianna was the more friendly and outgoing twin, she could strike up a conversation with anyone but se could also be a complete bitch to people that piss her off and she would do anything to protect Alissa.

If me and Alissa didn't have Adrianna to keep us in check I'm pretty sure we wouldn't have any friends because of our attitudes and terrible social skills.

I need them both more than anything in this world and if I lost them I would completely lose myself.

I had spoken to Sirius we would constantly send owls back and forth. It got to a point where Snowy physically couldn't keep going back and forth because of how many we were sending a day so we had to cut it down to one letter a day, which we would both do at the end of the day to tell eachother about of days.

I missed Sirius a lot, his presence would calm me when I was angry or upset or even overly excited which didn't happen much anymore but still it was like I was missing a limb. We had sent everyday together for the past few months and now he wasn't there next to me all the time, following me like a lost puppy and it just didn't feel right.

The first week of the holidays was hard for me, I loved being back with Andie, Ted and Dora but my nightmares were more prominent than usual. It had returned to how it was a few months ago but after the fourth night of me waking up screaming Ted had got me some sleeping draught which helped massively. Granted I didn't have any dreams while I took it but it also meant I didn't have any nightmares so I was more than happy to take it.

I think my nightmares came back because Sirius wasn't by my side, it must've unsettled some part of my brain that clings onto him.

I had also wrote to Lily who was enjoying her summer holiday in Spain with her family, although she did say that her sister was being a complete dickhead to her which made me feel sorry for her. Lily's sister hated how Lily had magic it made her feel inferior but that didn't mean that she had to take it out on Lily like she did.

Remus was doing okay he missed Adri a lot but there wasn't much he could do unless her wanted her to get hurt or worse killed, the boys were joining him for the full moon which was in a few days, they were going to apparate to some forest in the middle of nowhere and transform there.