Am I even there?|Tommyinnit angst

A mirror is the enemy. (2)

After that stream, Tommy couldn't stop looking at himself in the mirror wondering if he was to skinny or him thinking he was fat. He didn't know what he was appearance wise, but it was starting to confuse him a lot and it started to make him Frustrated.

Tommy never had problems with self image until he started streaming, he would get comments on him being to big or to skinny. He didn't know anymore he just wanted those comments to stop. He was getting those comments every so often that even his friends started to notice it was taking a toll on him and even seeing his whole mood change while reading those comments.

Tommy's parents told him that those comments would, or will stop but they never really did and that just hurt Tommy more. His friends started to worry for him so they set up a plan for all of them to chat about it while Tommy was doing his own thing like listening to music, or even sleeping.

The others conversation about the situation

Have you guys noticed what has been happening to Tommy? -Dream
Yeah, He's been feeling down lately his chat is making him feel insecure. -Wilbur
What should we do?- Fundy
I think we should wait and see if it gets worse or not - Dream
I agree - George
Alright I guess we'll wait and see if it gets worse or not- Wilbur
What will we do once it gets worse?- Nikki
That's what we are trying to figure out on doing- Dream
I can come up with Ideas if it gets worse- Tubbo
You sure Tubbo? We don't want you to be upset about this. -Dream
No I can deal with it don't worry! -Tubbo
Alright, Talk to you all later. -Dream
They all said Bye and continued with their day and night.

Tommy couldn't sleep, he didn't know why because he was tired but he just couldn't sleep. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't sleep. Maybe it was because he couldn't get the thoughts out of his head? Possibly.

He kept on thinking about his figure. He didn't know what to do with these thoughts he just felt so weird with his feelings he hasn't really taken care of himself, he wouldn't really focus on anything but his thoughts.

His parents didn't notice for a bit but after a couple of days they got worried. Like every normal parent would if their child didn't eat for a certain amount of time, but they thought he was just forgetting to eat because of streaming and making videos so they let it slide for now. They planned to have a family dinner and have Tommy eat in front of them to make sure he was okay and eating, so they called Tommy downstairs to eat at the table.

" Tommy! Come down and eat at the Table!." Tommy's mother said as she places the plates down on the table.
"Do I have to eat down here? I'd rather eat in my room to get work done." Tommy lied, he hates lying to his parents but in this case he has to.
"You will eat down here young man and that's final! Now start eating." Tommy's father slammed his fist on the table to get Tommy's attention.
"Alright fine." Tommy quickly said while hurrying to his seat.

While Tommy started eating he felt sick, since he hasn't been eating for the past week so he felt like he wanted to throw up. Obviously he tried his best not to so he won't make his parents worry but he couldn't hold back. He stood up and ran to the nearest trash can and threw up all the food he ate. His parents ran after him and patted his back while Tommy was throwing up. They didn't like it when Tommy wasn't doing okay mentally so after Tommy was done they sat back at the table and talked to Tommy and asked why he hasn't been eating for the past week and what started this whole problem.

Hope you guys liked the chapter! Let me know if you did, but anyways I hope you have a wonderful morning/day/night! Remember you are loved!

Byee
-Cloud <3