Chapter 42 - The Scientist

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    KANE

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"Sleep my female, I will be here protecting you." I mumbled against the skin of my beautiful mate. I had finally marked and mated with the most beautiful woman on this earth, and I was completely satisfied and in bliss. Nothing could destroy this. This was everything.

I should have known, that all the females I have previously been with, would be nothing, when compared to my soulmate. Here I have the perfect female and mate, and I can not help but feel guilty and remorseful about all the females that came before her. While my female stayed pure for me. How did I manage to get such a perfect soulmate?

I pulled Emily's body closer to me, but it was not enough. I could never be close enough to this perfect Goddess, and I buried my face in the crook of her neck, and inhaled her glorious scent. Pride filled my being as I could pick up on our scents mixing with each other. This female was all mine, and now everybody could smell it. She was carrying my mark.

I was so happy. I have never felt  happiness like this before. My life was complete, and for a moment I forgot about everything else. Emily was all I would ever need. The moment of our marking is not something I will ever forget, the moment we became one. The immense happiness I felt, and the feeling of being completed, but there was something else as well. For just a short moment I was able to gain access into her mind and memories, but just as quickly as I had, Emily shut down the link between us. She did not want me inside her head and I wondered why. The only memory I did manage to see, did leave me quite distraught. It felt as if I was trapped in a small child's body while hiding in the dark, and I was afraid, while pain was coursing through my system. Even if it was only a memory, I could still smell the scent of blood, and hear flesh being torn apart.

This was the only memory I managed to see, before our connection was shut down, and that memory left me in horror. That memory was something Emily had experienced as a child. What kind of dark secrets are my mate hiding from me? I knew it would be a long while before she would trust me, but I had to know what she had experienced and I hoped that one day, she would feel safe enough to open up to me.

But I knew I had a long way to climb before we would be there. I had already managed to cause my female a life time of hurt, and I barely knew where to begin to make things right. But I will try my best. I already know that she is the love of my life, and I will not let her go. No matter what. I will fight for my female. I just know that everything will work itself out, once I get Cassandra out of my life. Emily will learn to love my son and we will have a happy life together.

A pestering pressure in my mind disturbed my moment of peace with my female. I had shut down my mindlink with the outside world, so I could be fully present in the now with Emily. For just a small fraction, I thought about ignoring whoever was trying to reach me. I did not want to disturb my happy bubble with my mate, or disturb her peaceful sleep. My female was tired, and I did not want anything to mess with us while she was in heat.

But I also knew she would be exhausted after our mating, and with her heat still disturbing her body, so against my better judgement I still opened up my mindlink. I was still the Alpha of my pack, I had to be responsible. Even though it sucked.

"Alpha Kane." The voice of my packdoctor Crowley reached my mind.

"What is it?"  The annoyance was clear in my voice as I answered. God damn it, if Crowley is disturbing for something as small as someone getting a little hurt during training, I will destroy him.

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