Animal I Have Become~ Ginger Fitzgerald (1)

Chapter One

Megan ignored whatever was playing on the TV and watched as Ginger held the knife on her own wrist without cutting her skin as if to practice slitting her wrist. Megan felt curious as to how Ginger planned to commit suicide since Ginger planned for herself, and Brigette to die with her before they turned sixteen or unless they got out this town.

Megan wished they would get out before they turned sixteen since she didn't want herself, Ginger and Bridgette to go through with the suicide pact they made when they were eight years old.

Baxter's fertilizer and everyone's just standing there like...staring, Bridgette told Megan and Ginger. Why don't they just catch that thing? Bridgette questioned them. How hard can it be i a ace full of dead ends? Bridgette questioned.

Ginger held her wrist closer to her face. Fuck! Ginger said while she put her arm down. Wrist are for girls, Ginger said. We are girls, Megan thought to herself. Ginger flopped back onto her bed to lay down.

I'm slitting my throat, Ginger said. Ginger turned her head towards Bridgette while playing with the knife. You should definitely hang, Ginger told Bridgette. Ginger turned her head to Megan. You should for sure drown, Ginger told Megan.

Maybe even your final moment is a cliche around here, Bridgette told Ginger. I agree, Megan said. Not ours, B, M, ours will rock, Ginger told them. Really, Megan questioned Ginger. You don't think our deaths should be a little more than cheap entertainment? Bridgette questioned Ginger.

You both jazzed me on this, don't wuss out now, Ginger told them. It's the idea of everyone staring at me just lying there, Bridgett told Ginger. I mean what if they just... laugh? Bridgette questioned Ginger. What if no one cares? Megan questioned Ginger. They'll be in awe, Ginger answered them.

B, M, suicide is like the ultimate "fuck you", come on it's so us, it's the pact, Ginger told them. See it's easy for you, you don't care, Bridgette told Ginger. We swore we'd go, one way or another, Ginger said. When we were eight, Bridgette told Ginger. So? Ginger questioned Bridgette.

Ginger stretched her arm out towards Bridgette and her other arm towards Megan. Out by sixteen or dead in this scene, but together forever, Ginger said. Megan looked at Bridgette who was hesitating to reply and take Ginger's hand.

Together forever, Ginger impatiently said. Megan looked at the scars on her right hand from back when they made the suicide pack when they were eight years old. Bridgette placed her hand in Ginger's hand and Megan place her hand in Ginger's other hand also also in Bridgett's other hand.

Us against life as we know it, Bridgette said. We'll be together forever in death, Megan said. Us dead will be the shit B, M, trust me, Ginger told them. Our deaths will really be something that will hopefully bring out the reaction we want from everyone, Megan said.

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Ginger lay covered a bit in fake blood not blinking to look dead on the wooden fence looking as she were really impaled. This sight of seeing Ginger liking dead felt to real for Megan however she chose not to say anything about it since she and Bridgette were going to do the same for their presentation in Mr. Wayne class.

Too much blood and I can see your gonch! Bridgette said. Just do it, Ginger told Bridgette. Ginger stuck out her middle finger at Bridgette which made Megan chuckle at the sight. Bridgette held her camera up to her face and pressed the button to take the picture of Ginger. 

I'll go fill up the tub to get in now and let you know when I'm ready for you to take the picture of me under the water, Megan told Bridgette. Even when you're dead for real you'll still be hot, Ginger told Megan. You really think I'm hot? Megan questioned Ginger. I'm not blind, Ginger told Megan. You'll still be hot too, Megan told Ginger. Thanks, Ginger told Megan. 

Megan walked back into her home where she lived with the Fitzgerald family since her own family were dead since her dead killed her mom then killed himself making Megan an orphan. She got to the tub in the bathroom, put the plug in, turned the water on and waited for it to fill up for Bridgette to take her picture.