Again Near the Night I'm laying in the bed And Think am I Suffering from Depression I even have some thoughts About suicide But I don't think I'm brave enough. Nevermind I Wanna cover the theme about the Goals in the life. I'll start by saying My Goals in the past and my current. The first goal I ever had when I was in the kindergarten was TO BECOME a Doctor or Surgeon But after 3 years I realized that Im pretty scared of blood and innards same for the organs. SO THAT left the Dreams list. THE next Thing on the past goals list was That I wanted to become a Programmer (Im still not very sure is that goal in the past or is it my current one) but currently I don't want to be That type of programmer bcuz... I want to be Game developer. And here it becomes Complicated....... 20550000
