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Disclaimers: loss of loved one, break down.
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The sight was permanently imprinted into your mind, gunshots flaring and glass shattering. You were currently on a mission with Dazai, he was already ahead of you taking down some of the people who were shooting and cuffing them. The next thing you know, you And Dazai were chasing after one of the criminals trying to flee the scene. After a while, The chase ended up at an alleyway. Dazai tackled him to the ground cuffing him. You let out a sigh, ready to go home.
"Belladonna!~ you did so well~ I think you just have, to have a reward!~"
Dazai snaked an arm around your waist pulling you into a sweet kiss. Dazai Swifty switch spots with you as you heard a gunshot ring out. You looked up at Dazai in horror as blood started to drip down from his mouth. You quickly held him close looking over his shoulder to see who had shot him, you looked around Analyzing everything but there wasn't even a trace of where that bullet came from. You looked at Dazai worriedly before quickly pulling your phone out to call for an ambulance. You gripped Dazai's hand nearly crying but, you had to stay strong for Dazai.
"Just, hang on Dazai. Helps almost here...Please..don't leave me..."
Dazai coughed slightly before squeezing your hand looking up at you. The sound of the siren of an ambulance broke your eye contact, You swiftly helped Dazai up making him lean on you. You slowly lead Dazai near the ambulance so it could be easier to get him help.
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Everything happened in a blur. You were waiting anxiously outside of the surgery room letting out quiet sobs; The ding of the surgery room opening made you look up with hope only to be met with a very apologetic surgeon.
"Did he..?"
"Sadly, Mr. Dazai passed away due to blood loss. We're sincerely sorry for your loss." the surgeon politely bow. Before walking off to go get the paperwork for the funeral. It was as if the whole world stopped you just looked up at the hospital ceiling; The only thing that swirled in your mind was
'This couldn't be real.'
You closed your eyes tightly repeating in your head it was all just a dream. And it was.
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You woke up with a jolt, throwing the blanket completely off the bed. You anxiously looked around the room, your eyes drifted to the spot next to you where Dazai usually laid but, he wasn't there. You stumbled out of bed looking for him before it hit you. It wasn't a dream but, a memory. You stopped looking. Instead, you just went back to bed and crawled over to Dazai's side and cried. It all hit you at once. He will never come back, this was the end of Osama, Dazai. You tiredly tumbled out of bed, tears still streaming down your face as you faced your fear. Opening Dazai closest and finally accepting that he was no longer with you. You wrapped the blanket tightly around you as your tears were dripping down your cheeks. You reached out and swung the door open with a loud bang. There it was, his old clothes, his pictures, the cigarette box he always carried to remember Oda. Your hand was shaking, you slowly reached out for his coat and his bolo tie. You held it close to your chest as you let out many sobs. His coat still faintly smelling like him, It still felt as if he was there even if he wasn't alive. After you could breathe again, you wiped your tears and stood up; putting on his coats and tucking your hands into your pockets like Dazai use to do. You slid your hand down his right pocket before you felt a box, Getting curious you took out the box seeing what it was. You gasped, it was an engagement ring box, you opened the box to see two rings for the both of you and a small note.
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Dear belladonna,
I love you very much! You taught me to look for the better and appreciate the small things in my short life. I hope you say yes to becoming my Mrs.Dazai!~ it wouldn't be the same without you by my side!~.
Love,
your handsome fiance Dazai
ps: I know you will say yes to me >;]
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You took out your intended ring and slipped it on smiling sadly down at the ring that you put on. All of your tears have been spent, a part of you know that if Dazai ever saw you like this he would be heartbroken; You walked over to your bedside table and placed the ring box down before going to bed on his side of the bed. You would move on slowly but, it would always need to start slowly.
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It had been exactly 4 years since Dazai had died; it was currently June 19. The sound of clicking heels could be heard as you slowly approached Dazai's grave with a bouquet of white lilies and Dazai's favorite book. You slowly reached up the hill where he was buried near oda. You sat the bouquet of white lilies between the two of them and you sat down side by side next to Dazai's gravestone, leaning your head over on the headstone like you use to do with his shoulder. You didnt completely moved on, you still thought of him from time to time but, for now, your life was pretty peaceful. You worked at the armed detective agency as a secretary; you made a living and things were going smooth beside your broken heart.
You turned your head around to look at the setting sun.
"Cheers to stray dogs huh? Osama Dazai."
You stood up grabbing the book but, you suddenly felt a hand on top of your head. You swiftly turn around ready to tackle anyone that was a threat but all you saw in a flash was Dazai's soft smile that he used to show you every morning. Your eyes softened as that memory. you turned around walking away as your long tan coat swayed in the wind.
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Dazai watched as his finance walked away hoping for the best for her. He looked down at his grave seeing white lilies.
"You never changed did you, dear, ~"
Dazai smiled; He slowly faded into nothing as he was finally reunited back with his best friend. He was at peace, nothing to worry about. All he had to do was wait till You two could be together again.
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✨I have been feeling down a bit lately so I wrote a bit of angsty I hope you enjoy it! This is my first time writing an angst one shot so am sorry if it isn't the best. - author✨
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FanfictionI hope you enjoy it! (Under revision) (Credits to the artist: Suika on Twitter)
