WISH FOR LOVE (Jinkook ff)✅

07. Lies

Two weeks later

Jin pov.

Oh God. I am tired.

I sighed and began to move to my room upstairs. I just came from Ken's and Sandeul's new apartment. Yes, they moved to here since  we are going to join our company soon. There are some cleaning and arranging works there. So i went to help them and i am hella tired now.

Actually i too want to stay with them. But Hyung is getting married within three days, and my parents is already sad because he is going to move to his new home. So if i also moved out of this house, they will be more gloomy.

But i am happy for one thing. Not only me my parents too. Jk loves hyung very much. He even buy a huge mansion in hyung's name. Its awesome. I went there with hyung somedays before. I really like that home even though it was too much luxurious for two people. My hyungie is really lucky.

Dad and Mom is not here now. Sana Auntie says they went to church for making some arrangements for wedding. Its already 6 pm. Why are they becoming late?

I moves through the corridor to reach my room.

Did hyung came back from hospital? He said he is going to visit jk's grandpa. He wants me to join him too. But i really hate the smell of hospital. So i declined saying about Ken's home shift. Also if Jk was there i will be a bother to that lovebirds. So i didn't go.

Let's check him first. His room is beside mine. I entered his room without knocking.

I saw him sitting on the bed with his back facing mine. He will be day dreaming about his soon to be hubby because he didn't even acknowledged my presence.

"Back to earth Shortie... Three more days... You will be under him... So don't worry." I giggled and lay on his bed looking at the ceiling.

"Oh... I am tired. Ken and Sandeul send their regards to you. They will come on your wedding. After some days i too going to join our office. New change.. New life for both of us right..." I sighed.

Silence.

"I will miss you Hyungie.... I will miss you a lot..... But i am seriously happy for you..... Jk is really a good guy..... He loves you so much.... I am sure he will take good care of you.... But y-you should c-come here often too... I w-will kill you if not....." I began to cry. I know he have to move to his house. He has another life there.... He have to go... But it hurts even though i am happy for him....

I heard sniffles from Hyung. I sat up on the bed and go to his side. I wrapped my arms over his body.

He too soon turned to my side and hugged me tightly. He was crying very badly. I too can't control my tears so i hugged him back too. I know he is gonna miss us too. He is very emotional person.

I patted on his back to console him. He then pulled out from our hug and look at me with tear filled eyes.

"I c-can't do this Jin"

He said holding my arm in his. I am a little confused now. I don't know what he mean. I think he is tensed about his marriage and leaving us.

"I c-can't marry Kook."

What?  Is he insane.

"Hyung, what are you saying?......You are getting married in three days......Everything is arranged and now? Don't talk rubbish... I know you will miss us..... But its your new life....Jk is a good guy. He will take care of you...So... "

He tighten the hold on my arm and nodded negatively. Tears flowing out of his eyes.

" I c-can't Jin...... I c-can't. I know..... Kook..... loves me... But i can't do it... I..... I..... " He said me pleading.

Something happened. That's why he changed like this. He was very happy with this marriage till yesterday. Also he was the one who take decision about the marriage. No one compelled him. Then why now. But i got the answer right from his own mouth.

"I..... I saw... Joon... today." He sniffles. I am angry right now. He already broke up with hyung. Now what? He want him back. No way its gonna happen.

" So that's why you changed your mind hyung? Are you insane? He leaves you before when he got a job  opportunity in abroad. Then why now? Did he lose the job? Is that why he still there? Now he want you back? You are the one who suffered because of the break up. So listen to me. Forget about him. And live your life happily with Jk. "

I said trying to pull out my hand but he didn't removed his hold. Namjoon hyung is a good guy. But when i heard about their break up, i hate him.

" H-he was lying.... H-he broke up with..... me not because..... of that job offer...."

I looked at him confusedly. He breathes in and closed his eyes.

"He has cancer...." My eyes widened when those words come out of his mouth. I don't know what to say to him.

He opened his eyes and remove my hand from his hold. He hugged me wrapping his hand around my waist and placing his head over my shoulders.

" He........... don't want me to...... suffer because of him...... That's why..... he lied me about..... the Job offer. Actually he was.... moving abroad for his treatment....... But his health got complicated due to stress....... and he was hospitalised for..... some months now. I saw him.... today at the hospital along with Jackson hyung when i went......... to visit  grandpa. They were going to......... Canada tomorrow morning...... Jackson hyung arranged his treatment.......... at one of his friends hospital there.......... He..... loves me....... Jin that's..... why he lied to me...... I didn't...... understand him...... I am a sinner...... I am a fool.......... If i leave him now God doesn't forgive me. I need him Jin. I need him.."He began to cry on my hold. I patted on his back.

I don't know what to do now. I don't know how to console him.

Hyung pulled out  from the hug and looked at my eyes.

" Hyung"

"After knowing everything how would  i leave him...i can't.... forgive myself then. I can't..... love Jk when...... i know my joon..... was suffering thinking.... about me. I can't Jin...." He cried again.

"Let's find a way Hyung. Calm down."
Tears welled up in my eyes too seeing him crying his heart out.

I don't know what to do now

God help me.

Thoughts
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