«𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒» 𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

you matter ; chris evans

pairings: chris evans x reader
warnings: fluff, anxiety?
requested by cevansmarvel (just made some changes 🥰)

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Chris was finally back from filming knives out after almost a year. You missed him so much all the time, the facetimes between the two of you would just make you want him to see him even more. You two were married now, well you two have been together since 4 years and on your two-year anniversary he asked you to marry him, which obviously you said yes to.

You knew about his anxiety, you knew it would tense him a lot, and you knew hoe to calm it down slowly slowly. Chris never trusted himself for some reasons, but you always did. You knew him, you knew his mind and you always did. He finds it funny that you trust him more than himselfz

You were sleeping on your side of the bed, and now you turned to face chris, putting one of your arms around him, only to realize he wasn't there, your arm was on your bedsheet. You looked over to see the bright light from the bathroom, thinking that he might be in the washroom, you rolled to sleep again.

Just about twenty-thirty minutes later, your eyes opened again, you turned to look at the clock, it was 2 a.m. Wow great! What was chris doing in the washroom since the past 30 minutes? You asked yourself as you walked to the bathroom.

You found him burrying his face in his hands as he rested his head on the cold bathroom wall.

"Chris?" Your voice low, and he turns to look at you, faking a smile.

"Hey! Sorry did i wake you up?" He asked and you shook your head, he came closer and kissed you.

"What's wrong?"

"No nothing I was just using the bathroom, let's go to sleep okay?" He said and you held his wrist.

"I know that look, Christopher. Tell me what's wrong and also nobody could use a bathroom for 30 minutes plus." You said and he smiled.

"It's stupid babe, i'm sure you don't wanna hear it." He says and you rolled your eyes and he kissed your nose. He was showing you a lot of love at this time of the night when you wanted to listen to his problem right now.

"Chris, your feelings are not stupid. I'm your wife, Mr. i have the right to know what's going on." You said cupping his cheeks as he laid a kiss on your palm.

"Its– its just that... knives out is gonna get released very soon, and its premiere is in a month. All my life i played a good guy or a hero on the big screen, what if me playing a bad guy or a villain would get hate...what if the movie flops because of me? Oh god! I must sound so stupid." He says. A sigh fell of his lips and you look at him, pressing you lips in a thin line.

"Chris, no! Listen to me. You're the best person ever i've seen in my life. You're one of the most amazing actors too, baby, if you decided to be a versatile actor, that means you're very talented baby." You said as he wraps his arm around you.

"But—"

"No buts! Look at me,you're a very talented actor, and no body would hate you oh my god! The film? Its gonna be a hit because of you i know it. Your fans are the greatest fans in the world, and you know that too! Any hate towards you would make them mad and they'll deal with it." You said and he looks at you, you smiled at him.

"Besides not everyone wants a good boy, Evans. Some people like me wants to get railed by a bad boy." You joked and he laughed out loud, which made you laugh.

"God i love you so much!" He says and you smiled as you hugged him.

"I love you too, Chris." You said and he smiles kissing you, softly. Your arms gently wrapped around his neck. The kiss was filled with love, he just wanted to show you how better your made him feel about it. He pulls away after a while, resting his forehead on yours.

"Let's get some sleep?" He asked and you nodded, just when you were about to walk yo your bed, he picked you in his arms and kissed you again. You smiled and giggled at the feeling of him being so cute.

He put you on the bed, and got next to you, you smiled as he brings you closer to him. You love him so much, that you couldn't put into words. Calming his anxiety was the thing he least expected you to do so, because many came in his life, who just used him and made fun of his mental health. But you, you were a diamond for him. He was the happiest to be next to you all the time, and you were grateful for it.

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