Karthik pov
Emptiness is one of the worst feeling I know because you feel nothing at all and it's worst feeling then being sad and honestly I could trade anything in the world to feel something pain iz zillion times better then feeling empty
As if my soul was snatched away from me I feel hollow inside me I could feel my heart laden everything felt dull
I can't understand the emotions which rushed through me naira's words echoed in my head and trust me her each word pierced my heart zillion times.. They killed I closed my eyes praying it to be a nightmare but unfortunately it was not
लफ़्ज़ों से कहाँ लिखी जाती है ये बेचैनियां मोहब्बत की,मैंने तो हर बार दिल की गहराईयो से पुकारा है तुम्हे..
I failed as an husband as a lover my naira doesn't trust me she hates me... No No this can't happen I love her main mar jaunga uske bina.... She asked for divorce how can she ? Did I hurt her so much she was having so many complains she was insecure I rather then understanding her hurted her...... But main janbhujke nahi kiya... I can never internationally hurt her... She gave up on me , she gave up our relationship our love she gave up.. How can she ..... He cried hard like a child who lost his favorite chocolate he cried like a man who lost his everything.
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
His room was smashed things were broken like his heart he never knew how mistake he did but now when he realized he lost everything everything.. Tears were not stopping his eyes we're red.. Tears of regret, hurt, guilt,
. Naira 's words had broken karthik today.. Harsh words do hurt but when it's said by your loved ones it breaks you and karthik loved naira more than anything ..his love was Underrated though he did mistakes but his love was pure..If karthik is naira's world then for karthik nothing existed without naira... Naira was his sanity he would go insane without her he can't even bear a scratch on her.. He can set the world around him on fire but will never let a flame touch her...
Naira words had hurted and broke him... He cried remembering her words a different fear erupted on his heart which killed him THE FEAR OF LOOSING NAIRA.. He never thought of living without naira because he believed in their forever promise but now this new fear has scared him to death..
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Manish goenka stood there seeing his son in this state .. He As a shrewd business man he from the starting dreamed to be a big businessman.. He was an Obedient son he never said no to his father so when he asked him to marry saumya his friend daughter he agreed ... Saumya was a daughter to his father he loved her very much so he wanted manish to marry her... It was an arranged marriage both adjusted to each other saumya gave birth to kirti and karthik today they were happy.. Everything was going smooth but a storm hit them.. Manish grew closer to his pa swarna ... He fell for her and they came close swarna was Unknown to the fact that he was married ... When saumya found out she was hurt very much she confronted him they had a fight... 10 years old karthik saw his mother's tears he saw his parents fighting.. He was innocent but not this much he understood the situation... He Silently stood he saw his mother going into depression he hated his father... Manish was guilty he was disgusted by himself and he was hurt seeing hate in his son's eye... A bomb exploded on everyone when saumya told them about her brain tomour.. Swarna was guilty she was also hurt saumya found a mother in her so she asked swarna to take care of her son she died all were in grief Manish looked for his son but was shocked seeing him emotion less. All were shocked seeing a 11 year boy not crying on her mothers death...
Karthik didn't cried he didn't even shed a single drop of tear he didn't said anything to anyone.. But swarna understood him she knew he was broken she took care of him like a mother karthik though hated her but didn't said anything because of the promise he gave to he mother... He promised his mother to forgive them... He soon started liking swarna but relation with his father was cordial he became rude arrogant .. He didn't hate him but do didn't like also..
Manish goenka came out from his thoughts when he heard a thud sound and his son broke another vase he sighed .. He saw his son in a miserable state he knew he loved naira but today when he saw him crying that too bitterly for the first time just because she said she will leave him.. That moment he realised the depth of his love he realized there is no karthik without naira.. He supported naira in her decision because he loved he and can't see her in pain but now he regretted because he is selfish he don't want to loose his son.. The moment he cried Manish understood one thing that if naira leaves he will loose his son forever no person can bring him back.. He never wanted to love he was scared from marriage because he thought it gave pain to his mother but he fell and so deep that no one can understand. ..he was scared to loose his son tears mad a way seeing his son condition... Things were Scattered he was a mess
"Karthik " he called him softly
Karthik looked at him.. He can see hate and anger in his eyes for him and he knew it was not because of his mom but because of hiding and supporting naira's decision
Karthik: "you knew you bloody knew everything but you didn't tell me can't you see me happy"... Tears were Contentiously flowing from his eyes " Why why didn't you tell me dad why you should have told me but you supported her why dammit do you hate me so much. " He said like a child
Karthik didn't knew what happened but he was not liking anyone he saw them as enemies who wanted to steal his naira.. He was scared from everyone at this moment he hated everyone
Manish : I don't want her to become another saumya .. He said in regretful tone
Karthik head snapped his eyes which held pain and tears contained rage
Pure rage
"I never cheated out n her dammit can't anyone understand that the only women I see is naira I can't even get think of someone else I can't even think of cheating on her I am not like you I can never be like you can't you peaple understand this "... He said crying he was tired he never ever thought of this he will die before cheating naira agree he did a mistake a big mistake but whatever it is he can never do this
"I know child I know I am sorry for this I regret not showing you right path I regret not telling you about your mistakes you can never be like me " Manish said wiping his tears
"yeah I am sorry I know you are angry isliye aap aisa kar rahe hoon I promise main aapse gussa nhi hoga bus naira ko bolo vo ye sab bhul jaye haa vo aapki sunegi aap bologe vo sunegi" He said shaking his head and wiping his tears
Karthik moved towards him and joined his hands
" Please papa aap usko bolo vo mujhe maaf karde main kabhi usse hurt nahi karunga I swear please vo aapki baat sunegi she will listen to you tell her to give me a chance please I beg you give me a chance"
Manish felt pain in his heart not because of words but because of his son's vulnerable state... He was right his son will become insane if naira left him he will become selfish for his son .. Naira has to be with karthik by hook or crook .. His son for the first time asked something that to begging he decided that naira had to live with karthik.. He was not selfish but the father in him can't see his son in pain so he will do everything to reunite them this time his son will get happiness he will show right path to him
manish: Karthik beta rishte bahut nazuk hote hain tumne galti ki hain usse sudharo naira naraz hain gussa hain and most importantly she is hurt but she loves you give her support love and care usse apne pyaar se jito galti kar chuke hoon dont repeat it rone se naira nhi milegi try to win her back apni galti sudharo naira us hurt but she loves you she will give you chance don't loose your hope fight for love you relation don't give up make her feel loved be a good husband try to win her with love not force otherwise you will loose her forever because love can't be forced make her your priority
Karthik : dad I will but she want divorce u can't dad I can't see hate I her eyes it kills me dad..
Haan woh aakhein jinhe main
Choomta tha bewajah
Pyar mere liye kyon
Unmein baaki na raha
Humnava mere tu hai to meri saasein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina
Manish: Karthik you broke her dream hope you made her feel unwanted you made her outsider .. Every girl want prince Charming they have many dreams from childhood and she also had but you broke you are her prince but not prince Charming she is hurt she gave up its normal because she tired of fighting now it's your chance you have to fight for her to win her back she still love you try to be her prince Charming it's time to fight she gave up but not you.. She loved you but you took her for granted you pushed her away and she went far away now you have to walk in her love win her back
He went away saying this leaving a blank Karthik behind.. Manish words were echoing in his brain
Yeah right! what happened if she gave up I will fight yeah yeah I will fight for my love I will fight for US
I can't lose her I will die I will die how can she even think ok it was my mistake but it's will never loose her no one can separate karthik from naira no one.. She choose me she loved me and I will never leave he.. Karthik goenka will never lose his heartbeat his lifeline... I will fight till the last breathe
Karthik wiped his tears .. His eyes we're red he was guilty he Regretted he wanted to cry more but he knew if he will cry today he may cry for rest of his life it's not the time to cry it's time to mend his mistakes time to woo naira .
The thought of her going away is enough to kill me I CAN'T LET THIS HAPPEN--- I WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN --NOBODY CAN SNATCH HER FROM ME--- NOT EVEN DESTINY
I am not a helpless maiden who cannot do anything when there live is snatched away from them I AM KARTHIK GOENKA -----I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT----- BECAUSE KARTHIK GOENKA ALWAYS WINS
This is a WAR between me and my destiny the ultimate prize of this is NAIRA I have not allowed anyone to take my happiness away from me no matter how insignificant it may be.. How can I surrender and accept defeat when ----my soul is at stake
There is no way I hell that I am going to loose this WAR .. If my destiny decided to snatch her away then even destiny had to take this decision back because I won't allow it--- NOT AT ANY COST .. Destiny can try but it will not succeed because I will never let it this time no one can take my naira away because -----NAIRA ONLY BELONGS TO KARTHIK---
Manish moved towards his room to find swarna she was worried...
Manish: karthik he cried he is broken I can't see her like this swarna I can't... He said with tears
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Swarna wiped her tears : Manish ji dono ek doisre se bahut pyaar karte hain bus bachpana hain rishte sambhalne nahi aate.. Their love is true but they are immature to understand to handle their relationship... Aap preshan mat huye ye sab theek ho jayega kabhi kabhi dooriyan jarrori hoti hain nazdekiyo ke liye inka rishta isse mazboot hi hoga apni galtiyo se sikhege dono
Manish noded somwhere he felt it was true
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Precap: naira decision
