gettin stuff off my chest

her

I'm on the phone with her rn.
I hate being on the phone. But it's her.
I'm going to go for a run.
I abhor running. But it's for her.
I do so much for her. And I know exactly why.
But I don't think I'll tell her.
I hate spending money.
But she said she doesn't deserve it.
She deserves the world.
And I would give it to her if she only gave me the chance.
But she still loves him.
And I have to watch her cry because he doesn't realize how amazing she is.
I keep saying I need to get over her.
I don't know if I can.
I want to tell her.
I know I should.
But I can't.
Maybe I will eventually.
Probably not but who knows