Mirage of the Moon||TaeJin

40. Stay With Me~Pt. 1

Third Person’s P.O.V.

After an hour or so of screaming to be let out and cursing at the trueblood Jin finally realised that he really was trapped inside the chambers.

And his fears as well as gave way to tears now…

He collapsed onto the floor sobbing, the sniffles he had tried to hide till now arose to his lips as he realised how powerless and weak and pathetic his life really was. He just wanted someone to be sympathetic to him…for once someone would say that you are safe and loved…for once he wanted to feel like a human and not like a possession people treated as they wished… traded as a prize… sent away…captured…commanded…trapped…

For once he just wanted to be himself without an alpha trying to hold the clutches of his life and dragging him as they pleased…for once he wanted to know what freedom really felt like…or maybe love…he’d like to know how it felt like to be loved…truly, sincerely and honestly loved… 

His thoughts wandered to the knowledge about being pregnant…he still couldn’t really grasp at the fact…he didn’t know how to react to it…

He was just scared…for himself and for the pup growing inside him…

He felt the lines of tears drench his cheeks as he picked his hand from the floor and let it graze up his thigh to set on his lower belly…overwhelmed with the thought of carrying the trueblood’s child.

“I’m yet to learn how to protect myself…and how to live without being oppressed” his voice was a shaky scared sigh as more tears dribbled down his eyes “how do I protect you from suffering what I have suffered?”

His mind filled with panic to think how Taehyung would react if he gave birth to a male omega like himself…would he too try to kill their child?

He remembered how his own father had loved and doted on him till he presented as an omega at the age of four and then everything changed in a flash…he shuddered remembering how he had heard his father ordering the guards to take him to the dungeons…how they had tried to hold him down as he screamed to feel the sword slash through his flesh over and over again till the guards realised they could not kill him…his gifts protected him that day.

But what if the child doesn’t have the same powers? What would the trueblood do when he realises his urge for an heir ended with him acquiring a blemish to his name instead?

Jin gulped to himself, his breaths turning rushed as he clutched harder at his belly.

Taehyung burst into his study, breathing rushed and angry as he went to the desk where he had set his plans down earlier.

His grip tightened at its side as his nails scraped onto the wood in building fury, veins popping as he tried not to let his trueblood out because he knew if he did that the alpha in him would intend to punish the audacity of the omega to try to ridicule his command over him.

A roar of rage erupted from within him as he flipped the heavy mahogany desk, the plans flying about the room and dropping onto the marble floor as they lay dismissed before his currently troubled head.

The insult made his blood boil…and to think Jin had dared to throw such words at him even after betraying his trust!
He was beginning to believe that he had been rather considerate and loving and thoughtful with his mate…agreed to overlook numerous offences on the omega’s part and yet stood by him as his alpha.

Seemed like a waste to be a thoughtful mate…maybe the rules are there for a reason…and an audacious omega like Jin truly needed a tough hand than an understanding one…