better half .

uno-1

present...

|New Orleans , Louisiana|

|Jordan Monae Harris|

"jordan can you answer the question thts on the board" my teacher ms.smith asked making most of the class look bac at me

she knew I ain't talk but she jus be thinking tht I'ma say something one day when she pick on me

I had the answer on my paper I jus couldn't get the answer to come out my mouth

I bit my lip so I wouldn't cry , she knew I be having a hard times speaking but like I said she still gone pick on me anyways

reason why I don't talk is cause I blame voice on my daddys death like if I would have stoped talking n waited till we got home. he could've seen tht car coming but he was more focus on me n wat I was talking bout

but now if I'm comfortable round you , you gone hear me talk but I'm not gone be talking in front of a lot of ppl i dont kno

"now ms.smith you know tht girl don't talk so why you pick her to answer" this one boy tht sat in front of me said

tht made ms.smith shake her head a pick on somebody else

the bell had went off letting us kno tht it was time for us to go home , I grabbed all my stuff n heading out the class to the gate txting the gc tht me n my uncle's have

funky bitches 🤣❤️

sooo who gone come
get me ?

day day. 💰🤞🏾
im at the bank rn n these
white ppl getting on my
nerves so i can't 🤦🏾‍♂️

cj. 🦾😛
im on my way rn let me
do this last drop.

ray. 🥴🖕🏾
yea cause i sure wasn't
finna come get yo bald
headed ass 😂🧑🏾‍🦲

i ain't bald dont get
slapped ray 😐
oka cj

I waited until I seen cj all black dodge charger. I start walking to it getting in the front seat putting my seat belt on

"hey cj" I kissed him on his cheek

"wassuh nae , how was school" he asked as he pulled off

"you know the same as always" I shrugged talking over a whisper

he nodded his head " you needa talk a lil louder" he looked at me, I pointed at the road for him to look "my bad" he said

we got to the house , walked in the house

"SISSYY" kahlil my 4 year brother ran up hugging my legs

when my uncles took me in they had got him bac from the system

"hayy dada" i smiled picking him up n going to my room sitting him on my bed

" wat u do today dada" i asked grabbing some sweatpants n a white nike sports bra so i could take a quick shower

" fucking wit ray" he shrugged

" stop cussing" i pointed my finger at him

" sorry" he pouted walking out my room shutting my door behind him

i shock my had going to the bathroom thts connected to my room

turning the water all the way hot letting the smoke fog up the mirror . i connected my phone to my speaker playing "slow wine bass line" by lloyd . getting in the shower turning the water down a lil bit

30 minute shower . i grabbed my towel wrapping it around my body , doing my hygiene

i walked down stairs seeing two females sitting on one couch n a dude sitting on the other couch

i walked in the kitchen grabbing a snack n a water out the ice box

"nae thts u in the kitchen" i heard day day ask from the living room . i didnt saying nothing i jus walking in the living room standing by the door

"yea" i said mumbled making everyone turn n look my way

'the two girls are pretty' i thought to myself

"why u jus standing there looking ugly" ray said making me roll my eyes sitting by the dude tht was to much into his phone

i opened my snack making the dude look up from his phone n mug me

he cute if he would stop mugging' i thought"

i scooted over a lil away from him watching day day n cj play the game

"sissy , i get snack" kahlil came up to me , making me nod my head

"hi , u give me snack" kahlil leaned on the dude tapping him

"yea , lil dude come on" he stood up n they both went in the kitchen getting him a snack

i start getting tried so i leaned my head on the arm of the couch n putting my legs up.

i started dozing off.

| la'monte davis | shoota

after i gave they lil nephew a snack , we walked back in the living room seeing the girl tht was sitting next to me sleep

damn how she gts tht fast' i thought to myself sitting in my spot

" soo whats her name" dede asked looking at ray n back at the girl

" thts nae" he said den looked back at his phone txting somebody . he looked bac up looking at 'nae' " shoota u want me take her in her room" he asked

"naw she coo" i said as i watched cj n ray play the game

" aight yall im gone , finna fuck this lil shordy down the way" ray got up pulling his pants up jus for em to fall bac down

"ight bro" day day dapping em up

he left n nae stretch her legs out making em lay on my lap. i aint care tho cause i aint finna fuck up her sleep , i jus let her be

i got on my phone scrolling on instagram . i start getting tired so i put my phone in my pocket putting my hat over my eyes leaning my head back

"they asses really went to sleep" i heard nia say before dozing off

.
.
.
.
.

thoughts bout nae?

thoughts bout dada?

thoughts bout ray?

thoughts bout cj?

thoughts bout day day?

thoughts bout shoota?

thoughts bout dede?

thoughts bout nia?

——— vote n comment . im out ✌🏾