It's been a few days since we recorded the video. As soon as we got back to the offices I practically ran home. I hadn't felt that way before and it terrified me.
"You're so cute!" Vic squealed at me from the other side of the couch.
"Shut up! I'm so embarrassed!" I bury my face in the pillow on my lap.
I told her what I was feeling and she kept making fun of me. She had stayed the night just to have some girl time. I told Sarah too and she took Victoria's side on FaceTime last night.
I propped my chin on the pillow and looked at Vic. She had a big grin on her face as her fingers where typing away on her phone. Probably filling in Thomas and Ethan. Every now and then she's let out a giggle.
"The boys are on their way over, they're bringing over pizza and some alcohol for us." She got up to stretch and I leaned back and nodded, mentally preparing myself to see Damiano.
I felt like a high schooler with such an intense crush. As if I never liked anyone before. I was engaged for fucks sake, but the way I'm feeling now is completely different. So much more hitting me deep inside.
"I'm going to shower if we're having other people over." I got up and started heading upstairs.
"Oh sure, use that as your excuse. Make sure you use that coconut scented shampoo you have! Smells delicious." Vic winks at me and I just shake my head.
I get up the stairs and head to the bathroom. I turn the water on to start heating up and grab a towel and my robe to be ready when I'm done.
I slide out of my clothes and step in and put my head back letting the water run over me. I take in a deep breath and relax. I take a few minutes like this before I start my routine. As I'm lathering my hair I hear her giggle.
"Vic oh my god what are you doing?" I question as my hands are in my hair.
"Teasing Dami!" She says and I hear the FaceTime ring.
"We're leaving, we're leaving!" I hear him say as if he was expecting her to yell at them. I smile at the fact that they're all scared of her.
"Dami guess where I am." I can hear the evil grin in her voice.
"Well I hope at Becca's because that's where we're heading..." he answers a little confused.
"No duh, but where at her place am I?" I hear her rustling the curtain.
"Vic I swear to god if you open that I will kill you!" I call above the water as I rinse my hair out.
She ignores my pleas and pulls the curtain back, I turn towards the wall and scream at the sudden exposure to cold air.
"Nice ass!" She laughs out loud and I turn my head to look at her. Her phone right in front of her face.
"Turn the camera off!" I swat at her, trying not to laugh. We had been drinking a bit already before and the boundaries between us were slim to begin with.
"Oh calm down he can't see." She gives an evil grin to the man on the phone.
"Vic, brutta stronza!" Dami's voice carries from the phone. Vic shoves the screen in my face and I see Dami.
His eyes go wide as I give him a smile, my hair is slicked back and face bare of any makeup.
"Sarai la morte di me." He groans and Vic take the phone back as she lets out a huge laugh.
I stuck my tongue out at her as she leaves with Dami still on the phone, I close the curtain and continue.
When I'm done I turn the water off and step out into the cold air of the bathroom. I dry off and wrap my hair in the towel, I put my robe on and head into my room. I find Vic lounging on my bed, talking to the boys about which drinks to get. I let her keep talking as I move around the room and gather some clothes.
I throw on a simple dark green cropped tank top and some jeans. I let my wet hair fall from the towel to just air dry. I walk back to the bathroom to put some mascara on as I hear knocking on the door.
"Coming!" Vic calls out for me and goes to open the door.
"You act as if this is your place." I hear Thomas say as he walks in. I hear their voices travel up the stairs and them out down the food and drinks. I take one last look in the mirror and head down to join them.
As I found the corner from the stairs my eyes meet his. He drinks me in and I feel naked under his gaze. I walk over to everyone and hug the guys, Ethan first.
"Oh wow you do smell good, I thought she was exaggerating." Ethan points to Vic who is already stuffing her face.
"Thanks," I let out a small laugh and hug Thomas. He picks me up a little bit as we hug.
"It's been so long since we've just hung out." He grins.
"I know we've all been so busy!" I say as I walk to Damiano to give him a hug.
He wraps his arms around my waist and puts his face in my neck, I wrap my arms around him. He pulls away almost too quickly.
"You do smell good." He whispers to me and joins the gang.
We all immediately dig in and pour our drinks. Thank god we have off tomorrow.
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My head is swimming with a mixture of beer and vodka. A laugh escapes my lips and I throw my head back. An arm snakes around my waist and pulls me down onto the couch. I look up and see Damiano, his eyes on his friends. His thumb rubbing my exposed skin.
Butterflies explode and I take a deep breath. His scent fills me from being so close. He smells of cigarettes and vanilla mixed with sandalwood. I lean closer and inhale again. It's more intoxicating than the alcohol. I draw my attention back to everyone.
I notice Ethan share a look with Damiano, Ethan gives him a small smile and stands up.
"I'm going to head back," he stretches his arms above his head and looks at the others, "no offense Becca, but you couch isn't the best to sleep on all night." He grabs his jacket and puts it on.
"Yeah, we should get back too." Vic joins him and gives Thomas a little kick so he stands.
"I guess that means me too." Thomas let's out a small huff of a laugh and joins them.
I watch as they all put their shoes back on and gather their things. They look back at Damiano.
"You guys go ahead! My legs can't work after drinking so much!" He gives a half smile to his friends.
I get up and say goodbye to them all, giving each one a hug.
"You better call me tomorrow and tell me everything." Vic whispers to me as she squeezes me.
She lets go and winks at me on her way out. I close the door behind them and lock it. I take a deep breath and turn around.
Damiano is sitting there, one arm behind his head, his legs spread and his other hand holding his phone. He's looking at something, seemingly preoccupied. I start cleaning up the mess we all left, glancing at him when I can. Every few seconds I catch him biting his lip almost absent mindlessly.
I bring empty cans to the kitchen and put them in recycling. Suddenly I feel his hands on my hips from behind and his lips are on my neck. His body presses against me and pushes me into my counter. I let out a sigh.
He's completely in control as he turns me around to meet face to face. Our eyes lock a few seconds before he crashes his lips on mine. I wrap my arms around his neck to bring him closer to me. He lifts me by my hips onto the counter.
"I almost didn't stop the day of the shoot." He tells me as he trails down my jaw to my neck.
"Mmmm, me too." I sigh into his hair as his tongue meets my collar bone.
"It was torture, being able to touch you but not being able to do anything to you." His teeth graze my skin now and I let out a gasp.
"And what is it that you wanted to do to me?" It comes out as an almost whisper, my senses being overloaded and not being able to focus on my words.
He lets out a groan as he steps between my legs and pulls me onto him. His lips come back to mine as he holds me. My legs wrap around his waist. I'm reminded of the music video, how he didn't put me down after rolling.
His tongue glides across my bottom lip and I open up immediately for him. Our tongues meet and his hands grip my thighs tightly. I let out a soft moan into his mouth. He starts walking and I feel him walk up the stairs.
When we get to my room he walks to my bed. He throws me down gently and our eyes lock. His are dark with lust, his tongue licking his lip.
"Let me show you." He practically growls from how low his voice is. Laced with seduction. My breath catches in my throat as I watch him climb on top of me.
He starts kissing along my jaw, down my neck. He has one hand supporting him and one hand sliding up my shirt. I close my eyes and let out a soft moan. I feel his fingers trace the bottom of my bra from one side to the other and back again. His lips travel across my neck to above my shirt. He drags one leg in between mine and I spread for him, he leans his body into mine. My hands play with the edge of his jeans, slightly tugging on them. He stops and looks at me.
"Patience bella." He whispers as he brings his head down and lifts my shirt to just below my bra. He starts kissing my stomach below my shirt down to the edge of my jeans and back. He was taking his time and driving me crazy. My fingers find their way into his hair and I groan in frustration.
Suddenly he starts lifting my shirt off, I sit up a bit to help him and he rips it off over my head. He wraps one arm around me to keep me lifted and his other hand starts messing with my bra. In seconds it's off in seconds and my hands quickly go up to cover myself. He lays me back down, his hands going to mine. He stares into my eyes as he moves my hands away and dips his head.
The moment his mouth touches my nipple a moan escapes me. My head falls back into the pillows and my hand goes to his hair. He quickens his pace, then he lightly bites down making another moan escape me. He positions himself more in between my legs, his bulge pressed against me. He moves his mouth over to my other boob, giving it attention. I find myself grinding into him, my body growing hotter.
"Damiano..." I moan into the air. He lets out a groan and drags his fingers down my torso to my jeans. His lips find mine again as he undoes the button on my jeans along with the zipper. He sits up between my legs and slowly starts pulling them off of me.
He rips my jeans off me leaving me in just panties in front of him. His teasing continues as he lowers his head between my thighs. He kisses down my right thigh, plants one kiss on my covered area and kisses up the left thigh. He repeats this a few more times, each time earning another impatient groan from me.
"Damiano please." I beg and grab his hair.
"Please what?" He smirks up at me, his fingers curling around the edge of my panties.
"Touch me." I breath out and he wastes no time exposing me to him.
Within seconds I feel his lips on me, slowly moving. A moan escapes me and my eyes close from the pleasure. He presses his tongue against me and licks up slowly at first. Then he works faster and faster, my moans unable to be contained. He wraps one arm around my left leg to hold me still and I suddenly feel his fingers inside me.
"Oh my....fuck" I let out as I bring my head up to look at him. His eyes meet mine and he smiles as he eats me out, his fingers going in and out. He starts sucking and slowing his fingers, going in rough and slowly bringing them back out.
My back starts to arch, and he keeps pounding his fingers into me. His tongue heavily lapping me up. My mind is swimming and I feel a tightness in the pit of y stomach.
"Dami...Dami...oh fuck," I breath out, "please don't stop. I'm....I'm right there."
He increases his pace and within seconds I come undone. I moan out his name and I come back to my head.
He crawls up between my legs and plants a kiss on my lips. I taste myself on him.
"You taste so good." He whispers into my ear and I lose my sense again.
I try tugging on his pants, desperate to feel him inside me. He doesn't make me beg this time and quickly gets him self out. He slowly begins to go inside me.
He lets just the tip in, a groan escaping him. He goes deeper and deeper, letting me adjust to him. Once he's fully inside me we look at each other. His face is slightly red, his hair is a mess and his breathing isn't even. He's the most attractive man I have ever seen.
He kisses me and starts moving. I let a moan out into his mouth, earning him to move a bit faster.
He leans up to grab my legs and throw them over his shoulders. I swear with that he went even deeper. I can't control the moans and gasps escaping my mouth as he starts to pick up the pace.
He pounds into me, and he leans back down. I wrap my arms and legs around him to keep him close to me. I need to feel him, it's like I can't get close enough. He kisses my neck up and down.
"You're so good for me, Becca." He whispers in my ear.
"So fucking wet for me." He whispers more.
"Damiano.." I breath out and run my nails down his back. He groans and bites down on my neck.
I feel him starting to lose control of his thrusts. I release myself from around him and he sits up. He grabs my hips and starts pounding harder.
"Fuck I'm gonna..." he moans as he takes himself out and makes a mess all over me.
We're both there panting and looking at each other. I give him a smile and he smiles back.
"Let me get you a towel."
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Hi guys sorry it took so long for an update. I just moved and it took up all of my time! I haven't even been able to keep up with updates much about the band. How about their video though?? Oh my GOD
I hope you all liked this chapter. It's shorter than the others but I think I got right to the point here ;)
Let me know what you think!!
Love you guys!
