Chapter Four: I Could Get Used to This

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Felix POV:

I hear knocking. Did he not leave?

"Lix? It's Hyunjin. Can I come in?" Hyunjin said, he sounded worried.

I don't say anything but I get up and open the door quietly. Hyunjin jumps into my arms.

"I shouldn't have pressured you into this stupid relationship. I'm sorry." Hyunjin said as he clung to me.

I smiled softly, hugging back. "You didn't do anything wrong, and I'm fine. I just got overwhelmed. It's too late to stop now anyway." I said trying to sound calm infront of Hyunjin.

Hyunjin smiled feeling a bit relieved, "He didn't touch you right?" Hyunjin said pulling away a little as he looked at me.

"Oh no he's fine, it's just.. The fans really wanted us to prove that we were dating because they weren't buying it so I kissed Chan. I should've tried to talk to him about it but I got scared." I said feeling guilty. "What if I made Chan uncomfortable, what if he didn't want the kiss."

"Lix. He told me to make sure you call him tonight. He just left so just wait till after dinner and then you can sort things out." Hyunjin said, trying to reassure me.

I nodded and smiled.

*7 hours later*

*6:49 PM*

I'm laying in bed staring at his number, all I have to do is press call. I felt my heart beating as I quickly pressed it without thinking.

*ring ring ring*

He answered.

"H-hey Chan!" I said, very nervously.

"Felix! Is everything alright? I've been waiting for your call all night!" Chan said, sounding worried.

"Yeah I'm fine. I just thought we would talk about earlier when I uh.. kissed you." I said, he stayed silent so I assumed he expected an apology. He definitely hates me.

"Listen Chan. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you without making sure you were okay with it, I just thought that the viewers would-" I said before being cut off.

"I liked it!.." Chan said, shocking me. I stayed silent. "I really did." He said, scared of the silence.

"O-oh Chan, I kinda-." I said being cut off again.

"I know it made you uncomfortable and I'm sorry, I won't let the fans pressure you into it again." Chan said, with his caring voice. I smiled.

"Chan I liked it too." I said softly. My cheeks turning red.

"You did?" He asked, chuckling nervously. "Yes, I really did Chan."

What is this feeling? Butterflies feel as if they are flying around in my stomach.. We are just friends. Right?

That night we talked the whole night together. We got to know each other, told funny stories, and just had fun with one another. I wish he were here.

And for the next week, he came over. We would go live at 12, kiss once or twice to convince the fans, and respond to the chat. We were making great money. But the fans wanted more then just pecks. Of course Chan made sure I was comfortable. When I told him I wasn't ready, he respected that and we didn't. I got so lucky.

But one day, something happened. It was the middle of the night and I was on my phone when I heard loud banging at the door. Hyunjin left to sleep at a friend's house so I got up to see who it was. The banging got louder and I heard cries of help as I came closer to the door.

I looked through the peep hole to see someone in a black rain coat. It was pouring down outside and there was a thunderstorm. I couldn't recognize the person until I realized whose voice it was. "PLEASE LET ME IN! SHE'LL FIND ME!" Is that.. Chan's voice? I open the door and he comes running in. I close the door quickly and lock it, running over to him.

"Chan what are you doing in the pouring rain! You'll catch a cold!" I said taking the rain coat off of him. I ran over turning on the house lights and the fire place.

"Felix, she-" Chan said.

"Hold on." I went to the laundry room grabbing a few warm towels, running back, and trying to dry him off. "You can explain to me later what happened for now you need to get warmed up. I don't want you with a cold tomorrow morning." I said as he took his shoes off.  I brought him to the bathroom turning the water on.

"Make sure it's warm. I'll be right back." I ran to my room to get him some fresh clothes. My shirts won't fit him but hopefully my oversized sweatpants will.

I ran back the the bathroom setting down yet another towel, the pants, and some boxers.

"My shirts won't fit you but I'll try and wash your clothes pretty fast so you-" I said being cut off.

"I can just be shirtless. I don't wanna rush you." Chan said calmly. I knew something was bothering him though. I just can't put my finger on it. 

"Okay, well just enjoy your shower." I said walking out and closing the door behind me.

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About 10 minutes later he came out of the bathroom. I turned my head from the TV to see him. Wow.

He was drying his hair and he walked towards me. I stood up eyeing every part of his body. Especially his abs.

"Lix." He said chuckling. "See something you like?" He said with a cocky smirk.

My face went red, "S-sorry it's just-." I stopped my words when I felt him pull me into his warm embrace.

"Thank you. Thank you for taking care of me Lix." He said with a warm smile. I smiled and hugged back before pulling away a bit so I could look into his eyes.

I leaned forward, and kissed him. It was passionate and happy. We haven't kissed other than on live. I loved it.

Chan's hands roamed my back and waist as we kissed, eventually setting themselves on my butt. He moved his hand down even more picking me up by the thighs.

I wrapped my legs around his waist as he laid me down on the couch, getting on top of me. He slid his tongue into my mouth exploring every inch of it. I definitely was not complaining. Small moans left my mouth before he pulled away looking down at me.

"Lix, if we keep kissing I won't be able to contain myself." He said, looking down at me.

"Channie. You looked so scared when I left you in my house. Please. Use me as an escape. Love me Chan." I said looking up at him with a smile.

He smiled a loving smile before  smashing his lips back on mine.

I think I really love him.

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