Autovampirism

Hard Beginings

This thing, autovampirism started when I was just ten years old. I had knicked my finger while I was making dinner and like everyone else I stuck my finger in my mouth. This was the first time I met her, Celeste that is, or Celestial being I felt her take over. I couldn't do anything to stop her! I felt myself bite down hard. The blood rushed into my mouth I loved the taste but hated having this thing control me! I finally stopped her or it. Whatever that thing was.

I held her down for as long as I could before she came back. I was 12 in middle school I felt her taking over when a kid in my class, Klaus scaped his knee but instead of going after him I went after myself I bit down into the top of my hand. The pain was immense but I couldn't stop myself.....

People started to stare what's wrong with her? I could hear their thoughts it was horrible freak! Omg is she drinking her own blood?!? Wtf! So I did the only thing I could do while she was in control.... I screamed. That's when it all started the laughing the calling of names when she was in charge all I could do was scream and read others thoughts I don't know why but it was like I was someone else that's why I named her Celeste. So she wouldn't be part of me. Doctors then diagnost me with autovampirism and multiple personalities so it turned out Celeste had autovampirism not me. At this time my mother still loved me but when this happened she was convinced I was a Devil child she locked in bathrooms with bleach in a hot bathtub hoping it would cleanse my soul as she would say. But MORE about these things later!

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